New Age: Observations N Perspectives: Philosophy, Existence, Dreams and Happiness

Aquarian Healing Experiment

2009-08-17T18:49:00.000-07:00

I am in the middle of a Liver Cleanse Experiment. Check out my other blog for details.

I believe that in the near future supplemental medicine will start to be backed via scientific research and as such will go hand in hand with Western medicine.

May that day come sooner rather than later.

H~

Novice Tarot Daily Reading

2009-01-11T09:37:00.000-08:00

WoW I've not been on this site for a while, that's okay cause I'm focused on many other things right now.

I recently had an excellent Oracle Card reading class, where I picked a Tarot card for the new year. The purpose of the oracle cards is to get us to be more in touch with our intuition. I used to play with Tarot a little before, so I figure now would be a good time to pick it back up and foster more intuition.

I am going to journal my daily spreads here from time to time with interpretation to help me learn.

Works: King of Cups: works are things to accomplish. Cups deals with emotions. King represents stability, yet there is a longing in the heart. I should seek a creative outlet for today, how about Tarot reading. I should also focus on the positive today.

Home: 10 of Wands: This has a feeling of overbearing, wands brings fire. Perhaps this is my wife, shhhh, don't tell her. We are having a baby soon and she is relentlessly on me to make more money for our family. It's rather annoying actually, because I am doing a couple side projects already, they simply have yet to come to fruition. The Ten of Wands says I am nearly finished with an ardous task, perhaps one of my side projects. There is light at the end of the tounel, yet I bear the weight.

Unexpected: Nine of Pentacles this makes it seem like unexpected resources will show up today, in plenty. Perhaps it's some of the financial planning I intend to do this afternoon. The figure is alone in the picture and pleased with what they have accomplished alone. Perhaps not always accomplishing alone will be a God thing in the future.

My Role: Knight of Wands: Knights are galliant fellows that charge in. This knight holds steady to the magic/fire in the wand. I feel no fear and am ready to move forward with passion. I must be mindful of what I rush into though.

Outcome: Knight of Pentacles: Pentacles represent material resources of some sort. The Knight of Pentacles is in a defensive position.

Perhaps I will take the fiery task at hand and through my creativity transform it into a physical resource that stands ready to defend....

Kundalini Yoga Teacher Training

2007-10-31T15:43:00.001-07:00

I've just started my Kundalini Yoga Teacher Training Course! I am takin it at a great Chicago yoga center, Spirit Rising.

Keep up with my yoga blog and I'll keep ya posted on the transformational experience!

Kundalini Yoga Geek

2007-08-31T12:04:00.000-07:00

Okay so I am a Kundalini Yoga Geek,

I don't spend much time here anymore, so please be sure to check out my recent posts on

How to improve mental health

and How Kundalini is a stress reducer

good stuff,
H~

Iravian Temple and 2012

2007-07-24T20:03:00.000-07:00

Okay so long time no post, that's cause I have real life and another blog I've been focusing on.

Speaking of the other blog, I've just posted a great pic and some more insights that build toward the events of 2012.

Check it out via my journey to the Hindu Temple in Kauai

You can also check out the pic on the Spirits Awaken Flickr page.

Lion in Life- Lion in Dream

2007-03-22T17:39:00.000-07:00

I've recently been given a very important Kundalini Yoga Spiritual Name, important for my Self development i should say.

Krishan Singh

What's interesting is that the Singh portion of my name means Lion of God.

Now my grandfater has recently passed away, he was a very special man in my life. As a young child my father left, and Grandpa was my positive male role model that I followed. I love him very much, and miss his physical presence, but back to my story.

Turns out that my mother recently had a dream. She was at his place and saw a Lion on their couch. It looked like the Lion had a baby in his arms, but when she walked over she saw the baby was my Grandfater. She said, Dad a Lion has you. Grandpa and the Lion then looked up, and both smiled. The Lion licked grandpa's face. They were very safe and happy.

I did play a role in helping my grandfater to transition to the next phase of his journey, many of us did, but this dream coming at the time when my spiritual name is given to me, is very interesting...

Krishan Singh

Powers of Prediction, were off

2007-03-22T17:35:00.000-07:00

Okay so I just watched the Celestine Prophecy movie, and I am sad to say that my previous prediction was way off in regards to this movie.

The movie sucked, I mean really really sucked. The book was sooooo good, I thought the movie just had to be good. Well it wasn't.

Don't watch the movie.

Do read the book. The messages are still sound.

but the movie sucked.

The messages are what are important.

Yoga Sutras Message

2007-03-13T08:39:00.000-07:00

Hey there, so it's been a long long time since I've put energy into this location.

However, it still has a special place for me.

I've recently written a message on Patanjali's Yoga Sutras.

I suspect we are gettin closer and closer to the message that I was catching a hint of years ago.

Let's see how this one does for traction and discussion...

Observation: 2012 info online

2006-11-17T09:57:00.000-08:00

Ahh the great dates in 2012. I think it will be rather interesting as the year approaches how main stream the prophecies will be.

I have come across an interesting read of the Mayan Calandar

It states that there will be a new creation date on 21.12.2012

A Galatic alignment process could bring all sorts of interesting energies upon the earth.

A note on the Snake rattle as an alarm clock is interesting as well. Kundalini energy has often been correlated with a snake. And I interpret an alarm clock to call for some awakening.

And WOW the Hopi emergence claiming that we are the 4th era and emerging into the 5th is fantastic. The 4th root race of men transitions into the 5th via an alarm. How cool is it that the Hopi culture preserved this teaching.

Further discussion about Kundalini Yoga and 2012 are also cited here. I've spoken of 2012 here before It's also rather interesting that I am so passionate about Kundalini Yoga.

I'll keep reading the signs and communicating as best within my abilities, perhaps someday beyone My abilities.

H~

Observation: Raja Yoga and the Middle Way

2006-10-17T11:37:00.000-07:00

Along my studies of digging into the Science of the Soul I have come across some excellent literature on the scientific process whereby the sould can be Known.

I have been practicing Kundalini Yoga for some time now. And have been a reader of Ageless Wisdom as of late.

I tend to like to go to the Source of the information for the studies and practices I experiment with. One of those sources is the Bhagavad Gita, our song of the Lord from the Hindu perspective. Within those texts Yoga, or science of Union with the Soul is noted from Krishna, (GOD incarnate, an Incarnation of Vishnu) to Arjuna a disciple.

I consider that text to be "source material" another text which I have found to walk both paths of thought I am interested in, Kundalini Yoga and Ageless Wisdom, comes from antoher SOURCE of material, the Yoga Sutras, by Pantajali.

In this text, at my present location, it seems that Kundalini Yoga would be considered a form of Laya Yoga. Raja Yoga, or Kingly Yoga, is the primary focus of the Yoga Sutras. I suppose it could be called a Kingly Science of the Soul.

What I found to be of interest in the site above, found within the text, is the topic of 3 types of Aspirants, "Uttama, Madhyama and Adhama Adhikaris."

The term that stood out to me the most was, Madhyama In college I studied the Buddhist school of Madhyamaka or middle path. It seems as though the Middle Path was presented some time ago by Pantajali. Some further research is required but I would suggest that this path of Buddhism ties in well with the current unfoldment of consciousness on earth. It is said that those who have balanced 50% of their karma are now eligible to take the next step on the evolutionary ladder of existence. I would propose that those who have followed the middle way for several life times will now make up the balance of this shift, especially round 2012.

I also suspect that some additional analysis of Raja Yoga through the lense of Madhyamaka can lead to further enlightenment on the topic.

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Observation: Channeling can be Fun!

2006-10-10T17:29:00.000-07:00

I was fortunate enough to have an opportunity to participate in a Channeling session conducted by Jeremy Anacker at Madison's local Mimosa store.

Jeremy works with Affinity and the Institute of Self Awareness.

So what is channeling?

Basically there is a host body that channels in a specific energy, which is then able to communicate throug the host's body. The specific energy can be a single entity or that of many, perhaps with multiple aspects.

Jeremy works with the Conglomerate- which is essentailly a network of great beings who consciousness levels have surpassed humans and operate some what as an integrated unit. Apparently when Jeremy came into incarnation, or through some arrangement made in this life time he agreed to a certain number of channeling sessions. I suspect it helps him to fulfill his dharma and balance his karma, but that's just my suspicion.

I have to admit at first I was very skeptical about this event, I mean come on, this dude is goig to leave his body and some other spirit is gonna chat with us?? (he actually went to a heaven like location where spirits don't need to consume because they are complete beings in and of themselves.) Upon going out on the tunes of a singing bowl the session began. My first impression was like, what is this all about, he seemed a little hmm over dramatic I guess.

But I kept an open mind. I have read channeled material in the past, so was very open to what it could offer.

In time I came to realize, that even if he was being some what dramatic, there was no way he rehearsed the information he presented to us that day. It was way too abstract, yet interactive at the same time. My skeptisizm was minimized upon the channeling in of the Nova, or second entity from the Conglomerate. The Nove carried with it a profound energy which I could sense, thanks light body work and Kundalini Yoga for increasing my awareness to energy.

The group was told to be mindful of our awareness and that we may see in the coming times a sense of unity when the world as a whole sees a sense of clashing. Severel other messages were told in the group setting as well. I have noticed a slightly different perspective on things since the event, its kind of hard to write about though one really must experience for themselves.

I guess my point is to be open to things you may first be skeptical about and a channeling sessoin can be fun!

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Perspective: Wisdom of Past Lives Communicated Now

2006-09-28T15:29:00.000-07:00

It is challenging enough for me to come to terms with the types of intuition, knowledge and wisdom one has access to as they learn to work and unite with their own soul.

How the heck do you communicate it to another?

People tend to be so single life focused, based on my experience in this life time...take my guidance or direction...

How does one go about saying, "I am pulling from a set pool of knowledge that lies beyond this sinlge lifetime instance" I respect and appreciate your perspective, but I must disagree.

Sounds great, and sure I can say that, but ya know what, at this time people are not gonna listen to that message.

Perhaps I am simply speaking to the wrong people.

With free will it is ones choice to listen or not. Perhaps I am doing too much speaking and not enough listening....

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Observation: Physical Manifestation of Astral Activity

2006-09-20T10:30:00.000-07:00

Wow that's an interesting Title- physical manifestation of Astral activity, try to say that 3 times fast :-)

If you keep up with this site you can achieve some added perspective to my new yoga site project.

I recently spoke about extracting a thorn from my yoga practice. Actually extracting a thorn from my hand.

What is not spoken of on the Kundalini Yoga site is that I believe I have observed a physical manifestation of astral activity within myself within the thorn.

In many a dreams of past, after finding my tribe, I have been assulted with arrows that strike at me, shot from the enemy. To heal myself I must pull them from my being. It seems that the spiritual warrior within me gets attached with darts, or thorns. The thorn in my hand appears to be a manifestation of that assult.

A physical manifestation that I have pulled from my body, an astral manifestation that has been healed from my being. Those thorns, oh those thorns, no longer harm me from within. Transformation of those thorns is underway.

what is left

healing

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Observation: 2012 the year of mystery

2006-09-18T14:20:00.000-07:00

Just came across a recent article on 2012. I am not a fan of the title, but it highlights some intersting points around the year 2012.

I have mentioned 2012 before as the signs point to a time of importance.

Many are calling for the end of the world, I prefer to view it as the end of the world as we know it. Some of the most interesting info I have seen around this date have to do with the photon belt. Which is essentially a band of energy that goes round the universe. In my opinion through this belt new rays of energy will start to influence humanity, those more sensitive to these rays are already feeling the effects.

I do not believe rising against technology is the way to go, I rather like technology, but I would propose that we embrace the importance of working together as a group of humanity.

Bring on the light, bring on the rise of consciousness

H~

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Observation: Venus in Scorpio in 10th House: Esoteric Astrology

2006-09-05T15:40:00.000-07:00

Esoteric Astrology- Interpretation of Venus in Scorpio in the 10th House

As we move onto the next of the planets in the sign of Scorpio of my natal chart, we find a source of Harmony in the Planet Venus. As Mars is conflict, Venus is Harmony.

As is commonly known among our culture, Venus has to do with Love.
The energy that comes from Venus is that of the 5th Ray (Concrete Knowledge and Science) I propose that a portion of the harmony I am to bring come via scientific experience.

Love via concrete knowledge would seem to communicate a certain degree of illumination. The harmonizing loving aspects of Venus shine through via illuminating the mind via concrete knowledge and scientific exploration of soul purpose in this life time.

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As the love nature expresses through Scorpio, it prepares itself for the great fusion with Spirit in the sign of Capercorn.

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(Alan Oken book cited)
This position communicates loving sacrifice of the personality for higher purposes. The House position may shed some light on those higher purposes. The 10th house deals with social responsibility, career and an externalization of service to enforce the plan of the Masters.

What is interesting about this sacrifice is that as one become infused with the soul, and later the monad, that fusion leads to the necessary sacrifice of the personality. And by that time one feels as though nothing is lost.

Another point of interest is that this serves as yet another struggle as demonstrated by the sign of Scorpio, prove your worth Scorpio. Strive torwards those goals of the soul.

And so loving sacrifice of the personality presents a point of tension from which true liberation can be sought from. Yet this tension, dissolves swiftly as the SELF becomes united with the Whole. And with this love comes harmony, communicated through knowledge and science.

good times
H~

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Perspective: Kundalini Yoga & Chakra Balancing

2006-08-28T19:17:00.000-07:00

Hey, my new web project is under way, it can help you to locate a great perspective on Kundalini Yoga & Chakra Balancing.

Please visit The Kundalini Yoga & Chakra Balancing blog.

You'll note from the previous posts on this site that I have been practicing Kundalini Yoga for some time and have been working with the Chakra energy centers in other ways as well.

I am going to focus online perspectives there for a while, I'll keep this up for natal chart interpretation purposes, and then revisit this one in time as things unfold.

Sat Nam
H~

Observation: Mercury Scorpio 9th House Esoteric Astrology

2006-08-24T16:26:00.000-07:00

Throughout the present interpretation of my Natal Chart, one will find a lot going on in the Scorpio Sign.

Mercury is another solar symbol of energies that just so happens to be in Scorpio and in the 9th House.

As is commonly understood Mercury is messenger of the gods.

The energy coming from Mercury is that of the 4th Ray (Harmony through Conflict) If Mercury represents a message or medium of communication then I would propose that the Ray of Harmony through Conflict expresses itself through Mercury in the form of messages. Messages that perhaps the current mass of humanity may not be ready to easily accept, but communicated they must be.

Since Mercury is in Scorpio the 4th Ray energies are accentuated.

Mercury also has a strong influence on the mind, from the mind messages are received, interpreted and sent forth. These mind messages, or thought forms are expressed in this manner.

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Mercury..rules Scorpio from its highest focus of collective manifestation, the Hierarcical. A person with Mercury in Scorpio is very active in transforming people's mental energy...
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(Alan Oken book cited)

When taking Mercury in the 9th House into consideration the appropriate lines of communication are put forth, Higher education, philosophy, religion, publishing.

Let's take a hypothesis on some interpretation. As messager for the gods the engergy of Mercury shall flow though me, in part, via the Ray of Harmony through Conflict, thus I shall communicate (publish) information around religion and philosophy that will cause conflict and through that conflict bring harmony.

hmm, sounds rather interesting.

H~

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Observation: Sun Scorpio 9th House Esoteric Astrology

2006-08-12T18:45:00.000-07:00

So here is some interpretation of my Sun sign being in the 9th House in Scorpio- this is from my natal chart. Again I shall be pulling some info from Agless wisdom and Alan Oken, whom I have referenced previously.

Sorry its been a while, I have a new web project under works, I'll be sure to let ya know upon its official arrival.

Sun in Scorpio represents a time of much conflict in one's life, er shall I say in ones evolutionary cycle. It is a point in which the soul must, prove its worth, so to speak and face the trails that its path has been building for mastery over.

Scorpio's- personality centered and soul centered ruler is Mars. Mars is conflict, the battle that rages. Yet battles are not necessarily a bad thing. Sometimes conflict brings about the necessary circumstances to effect positive change. Such as the detachment from desires of the personality. The Sixth Ray, of Devotion and Idealizm is the influencer of Mars.

Pluto is also a sign of Scorpio for the personality and its primary Ray influence is that of the 1st Ray.

In Scorpio it is the souls journey to help integrate the personality with the soul and align their goals.

There are 3 crosses in Esoteric Astrology, Fixed, Mutable and Cardinal. Scropio is a fixed sign and given the make up of my Natal chart I have a good amount of fixed cross energies influencing me, a smaller amount of Cardinal cross energies and very little mutable cross energies.

The Scorpio Eagle is the symbol that Alan Oken gives to the fixed cross scropio, one that battles for what they believe in, much like a wolf, in the field of duality.

The primary Ray of Scorpio is the 4th Ray, or Ray of Harmony through Conflict

Now the Sun acts as the bearer of the Second Ray, The Ray of Love and Wisdom, in this solar system.

From a Soul Centered perspective the Sun in Scorpio's purpose is
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to be a catalyst for the transformation of others and by doing so to transform the ego
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(Book cited)

9th House- has to do with religion, philosophy, travels and publishing among others. Perhaps these traditional activities are the means to demonstrate my field of service. On a soul level the Akashic Records are within this House position.

If I am to serve as a catalyst for change within the fields of publishing, philosopy and religion, I do believe I have found a proper outlet of expression, within what you are reading.

As conflict arises I shall endeavor to balance it with love understanding and inclusive acceptance.

bring it on...
H~

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Chakras, Planets and Rays oh my

2006-07-30T16:42:00.000-07:00

I have run across some conflicting points of view when it comes to Chakras and their corresponding Planets.

The Kundalini Yoga Experience, by Guru Dharan S. Khalso and Darryl O'Keeffe, Simon and Schuster, states the following Chakra Planet relations

1st Chakra- Root- Saturn
2nd Chakrs- Sacral- Moon
3rd Chakra- Power- Sun
4th Chakra- Heart- Venue
5th Chakra- Communication- Mercury
6th Chakra- Intuition- Jupiter
7th Chakra- Divine- Uranus

Alan Oken in Soul-Centered Astrology outlines them as follow:

1st Chakra- Root- Mercury, Moon (Ray of Harmony Through Conflict)
2nd Chakrs- Sacral- Uranus- (Ray of Ceremonial Order and Magic)
3rd Chakra- Power- Mars, Neptune (Ray of Devotion and Idealism)
4th Chakra- Heart- Jupiter, Sun (Ray of Love & Wisdom)
5th Chakra- Communication- Saturn, Earth (Ray of Active Intelligence)
6th Chakra- Intuition- Venue (Ray of Concrete Knowledge and Science)
7th Chakra- Divine- Vulcan, Pluto (Ray of Will/Power)

Now what is interesting about this discrepency is that it has implications to the Ray energies that are associated with each of the Chakras. The knowledge structures that formed these perspectives are both thousands of years old, probably older but with no written history.

I have a theory that the Yogis have a deeper understanding of the Charkras, and the Astrologers have a deeper understanding of the Planets and their Ray influences. I know doesn't tell ya much, but I would think Mercury would be the planet of the 5th Chakra, being communication and all.

Now these are both perspectives, it will be interesting for me to come to my own thoughts on how these interplay. Once I have a deeper understanding of the Rays I shall make my own interpretations of the charkras they primarily influence.

H~

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Perspective: Esoteric Astrology; Natal Chart of H~

2006-07-30T16:07:00.000-07:00

In my discovery of the mysteries of old, I have decided I ought become a bit of an Astrology, Esoteric Astrologer that is.

I must cite my sources, so I pay tribute to William Meader for conducting the workshop I attended, as well as Alan Oken and The Tibetan. I shall be utilizing many concepts put forth in Alan Oken's book, Soul-Centered Astrology, A Key to Your Expanding Self. (The Crossing Press, A division of Ten Speed Press, PO BOX 7123 Berkely, CA 94707)

So let's go through the natal Chart of H~

Moon- Cancer- 7th House
Sun- Scorpio- 9th House
Mercury- Scorpio- 9th House
Venus- Scorpio- 10th House
Mars- Scorpio- 10th House
Jupiter- Leo- 7th House
Saturn- Virgo- 8th House
Uranus- Scoprio- 8th House
Neptune- Sagitarius- 11th House
Pluto- Libra= 8th House
Ascendent- Capercorn- 12th House

For the purpose of this analysis I shall attempt to break down the meaning behind each of these Planetary Energies, their signs and the Houses of influence. I shall also do my best to uncover the combined effects of them. Upon completion I will make a summary post of my intuitive interpretation and allow it up for discussion.

Wahoooooo! I love this stuff, its not everyday that one sits down to uncover their soul purpose :-)

peache
H~

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Observation: Crystology Faden & Laser Wand Teachings from Akeeya & Yvette

2006-07-30T14:32:00.000-07:00

Crystology via Akeeya and Yvette

The love of my life and I spent a fabulous evening this past Friday at Mimosa in Madison WI In my search to scientifically discover the divine spirit with in all, I saw an opportunity to begin my studies of the 1st Kingdom, the Mineral Kingdom.

I am fortunate in that I have excellent access to rich spiritual study locations at Earth Song and Mimosa.

The instructions this time came through Akeeya and Yvette. Akeeya studied Crystology under Melody, who wrote several books on Crystology.

Akeeya and Yvette set the basics for a small class on how to work with Crystals. We coverd a ton of information in a small amount of time, so I'll recap as best I can.

1. Dedicating Crystals- after one has selected the proper crystal to work with, and you will know if a crystal is right for you to work with by sensing if its vibration ressonates with you. It is proper form to decicate the crystal towards its purpose and towards healing.

2. Cleansing Crystals- one must cleanse their crystals every time they work with one. Akyeea taught us the "White Light" method of cleansing crystals. First off one needs to identify a specific area of the room to be used as a central transmutation point, a humming bowl or body of water works well for this. This area is then used to direct the blocked energy into so that it may transmutate back into the universal whole. To cleanse a crystal one must open up themselves to the divine light above via their crown chakra, then imagine beaming that light via the third eye to the crystal. This method of cleansing works on more than just crystals I suspect, that with practice one can use it very effectively for line of sight or distance healing especially if one is able to channel other types of energy, such as reiki.

I should note that while cleansing a set of crystals my darling and myself both placed the crystal intuitively in front of the Third Eye and Akeeya said that she"see that she is working with past Atlantean's and Lemurian's. I believe if these two groups of re-incarnates can work together successfully we shall see some much needed balance here on Earth.

3. Faden- the Faden is a specific type of crystal that enable healing sessions. One of which the practitioner places the crystal in the hands of the one to be healed. Then using the crystal as a channel one senses each charka of the individual for understandings of color and vibration. (I was told that a bright pink was growing in my heart, the love for my darling) There is much more one does with the Faden, but I'll leave you to experiment on your own.

4. Laser Wand- The laser wand is used to help balance the chakras of an individual and can be used to cleanse a room of impurities. Again this cleansing would focus the blocked energy into a transmutation center.

During the break I had Akeeya sense the vibration in my Guardian Medallion. She said that she felt a, I believe, Star Fox within it and that it allowed me to also act from my point on high.

I wear the hemitite stone around my heart center and as such she was able to pick up on one of my past lives: She said I was a Trojan soldier and that I was marching off to war. She said I was terrified of going to war, primarily because I had left my love back in Egypt.

I should probably also note that at one point during the discussion she stopped and said that I had an extremely strong wolf energy along with me. And that the wolf is nobel and stands up for what they believe in.

Anyhoot it was a great class, should you get the opportunity to train from a Melody teacher, I highly recommend it.

I look forward to working with Crystals in the future. Once I get through some more Esoteric Astrology reads, I have some home reading to do here as well.

H~

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Perspective: Christ a real Superman

2006-07-13T18:31:00.000-07:00

I recently saw a spectacular movie, SuperMan Returns

It was really entertaining. There was an enourmous amount of references of Superman as a Christ Figure in this edition.

A great Many Father - Son references

Father sent only son as a saviour

At a point he falls with his arms spread, as though upon a cross

He has heat vision, okay so maybe that's not a Christ power, but I bet if Jesus wanted heat vision he could have it.

There was one scene that I found to be most powerful. Superman takes Lois Lane up in the sky, high above the clouds and asks "what do you hear?" She replied, "nothing" And Superman says, "I hear everything"... which is why I feel the world needs a savior...

Now if you keep up with me you know that I am studying some Ageless Wisdom. I am in the process of Reading The Rays and Initiations. I came across an interesting comment that I felt related strongly to this scene in the movie

on page 78 "...The world of men is seething in response to the inflow of spiritual energy. This energy has been evoked by the unrealized and inaudible cry of humanity itself.

This inaudible cry represents the sounds that Superman hears

..."Humanity has for the first time in history become spiritually invocative."

Our Saviour hears our cry, and so he shall come.

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Observation: Buddha Arhats

2006-07-13T17:53:00.000-07:00

In my search for knowledge I came across a Buddhist reference I had yet to become familiar with in this incarnation, during my studies of Nagarjuna, thought leader of Madkyamika, the term Arhats.

I thought I would ping my primary source for info online to research this term.

Google returns- Arhat

The Wikipedia says- Arhat

The Experience Festival tells us Arhat

Based on the info before me it seems as though this is a Mahayana school term.

At the very least an Arhat appears to be an individual that can obtain freedom from the cycle of samsara, or cyclic life-death and rebirth. In some instances they are a term for a specific type of Buddha. Experience fest pulled a definition as the highest rank obtained by Sravakas, who are voice followers of Buddha.

It seems as though they are a soon to be Boddhisatva and stick close to humanity to help them achieve enlightenment.

It is said that they wait for the appropriate time to re-establish the Dharma. I believe that time is soon at hand. They are to preserve the Buddha's teaching until the coming of Maitreya.

Sounds like a good group to listen for their vibration, I shall have to wonder about and sense that vibe ~ ~ ~

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Perspective: Faith and Science

2006-07-13T17:15:00.000-07:00

As an active alumni of the University of Wisconsin Madison, I receive the On Wisconsin Magazine.

I recently read, Putting Faith in Science, which is appropriately cited here. (It would be nice if the university made those articles available cause some are of much interest)

It commented on "Intelligent Design"

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On an interesting note, my journey draws me back to Plato and his natural "demiurge"

This line of thinking is for another time, and will bring some good linkages for the mind to ponder.

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to quote the article " The basic argument of intelligent design proposes that the complexity of biological life is itself evidence of a designer, a higher being at work"

Now there is something for the nogin, a great Architect.

The article goes on to speak of the challenges of bringing God and Science to live harmoniously together. To me, what's the tough challenge???

Here is a valid hypothesis- I seek to prove that there is a great intelligent designer, or Architect that created the universe and all within.

So from a scientific perspective the next steps are to outline the methodology to be used to prove, or disprove this hypothesis.... simple right ;-)

Over time I shall aspire to distribute scientific experiments that can be done to build humanity up to the point where the grandiose experiment I outlined above is conceivable.

I was encouraged to hear that there is a national science society that has a program that helps with the relationship between science and religion. I shall have to keep up on the AAAS.

Anyhoot, the Intelligent Design concept struck a chord with me.

Let's see where this leads...

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Dream: Heart Felt Vision

2006-07-07T14:28:00.000-07:00

I awoke the other evening rather suddenly!

I remember sensing "I must balance this in the heart" and my fourth chakra center was vibrating at a rather interesting rate.

I was just awoken from a dream, but this was not ordinary dream like dreams of past. It felt like a dream contained within my heart. A vision, dare I say, that my own heart put before me.

Now at one point I recall being in a room and the waters rushing in. I jumped onto the center cylidrical object, rather Superman like actually (gotta go see that movie)it was going to protect me. Then I don't recall the remainder of that section of the dream.

Now the remainder of the dream is the startling portion that woke me and brought me back, heart center ablaze.

We were hiking, or camping, or something like that. Only we were be tracked down by local authorities. My companion apparently had a false identification on them and once the autorities caught up with us big trouble was brewing. I believe it brewed from the previous actions we took, (past karma) My group had apparently done some not so good things, somewhat at my direction, but more like I didn't move to stop the group.

Then upon being caught

I must balance this in the heart... was all there was.

I awoke suddenly, but was I ever ultimately asleep???????

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Observation: Atlantean Technology can be fun; Guardian Medallion ®

2006-06-25T18:09:00.000-07:00

I happened upon an atlantean technology that I have not experienced, until today, in this life time. When I was hiking in Sedona earlier this year I just so happened to fall coming down from Cathedrall Rock. I injured my tendon in my right hand along the ring finger very badly.

Now this was back in January and my tendon was still hurting till this day...

While attending a festival at Earth Song today I happened across a booth that caught my attention with the words...

Atlantean Technology

I thought, WOW cool, ever since I began this blog I have felt a connection to Atlantis. I'll extract this connection more and more upon My journey in this container. (the words Heir to Atlantis, once ran cross my mind while meditating)

So I decided to learn more. It turns out the the couple had several tools that utilized Atlantis Technology. Now me being the scientist that I am said, where did the Atlantis Technology come from? (Last I checked it was believed Atlantis was under the sea, I suspect it left an etheric imprint as well upon its demise)

They explained that the Technology was channeled by an Ascended Master Lantos who gave insturctions on Genesis energy.

Anyhoot after a 2 minute explaination, I was sold. I was given a 15 minute session using the BioOscillator® the Flame of Genesis® and the wand of Gensis. After my session my injured tendon felt and feels remarkable. My girlfriend is a little skeptical, but via direct experimentation I can attest to the ability of these tools assisting in my healing.

I was hooked so I purchased a Guardian Medallion® as well. The medallion works to purify elements, I really enjoy wearing it around my neck.

Needless to say I'll be doing some additional research into Master Lantos and the Atlantean Technology.

Stay tuned and we can see what remains to be uncovered from the lost city of Atlantis

(Disclaimer: please note that it is theorized that the city of Atlantis was over come when humanity began to abuse the use of energy they had come to master. The mass of the population ignored the warnings and didn't listen to their heart centers, or their Wills. It is my deepest desire to bring back the energies of that time in a manner that is responsible for the betterment of humanity as a whole)

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Lucis Trust, Alice Bailey, Djwahl Khul: Observation

2006-06-09T20:32:00.000-07:00

Great insight on Lucis Trust, Alice Bailey and Djwal Khul to be read here!

You may note by my post Title that I am using a slightly different format on this one.

It has come to my attention that there are several websites that are spreading ill will for Lucis Trust. I will note justify these sites with a link simply know they exist.

Now I have been studying Ageless Wisdom for a while now, in this incarnation. Given that my inner voice cried out Heir to Atlantis I suspect it has been since the Atlantean days that this information has been before me. (WOW some time to study heh)

I am going to provide a brief overview of several of the Lucis Trust websites contents, please note that the information in this overview is based on the Lucis Trust info, source cited.

Now for a true citing of my source we must go back to the writter, Alice Bailey and perhaps even beyond her the Master Djwahl Khul.

Djwahl Khul- is a Master of Light that works on the inner side of things. (At least for the time being) Long long time ago through Alice Baiely he began a series of instructions that would serve as a foundation for esoteric knowledge an information to flow from. Alice Bailey went on to write a series of fantastic books, which I have been pulling from in this blog, that help people to come to certain understandings and realizations about the true nature of the force, opps sorry, I can't escape Star Wars.

Let's just say the books provide
1. Abstract Thinking
2. A focus on group mindedness
3. a platform for meditative work (thanks William for drilling those in for me)

In all honesty the information within the blue books contain brain food that my head has been seeking for a long long time. Any hoot it is my current understanding that Lucis Trust was founded on this work.

Snipp from their website:
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The worldwide activities of the Lucis Trust, founded by Alice and Foster Bailey, are dedicated to establishing right human relations. The motivating impulse is love of God, expressed through love of humanity and service of the human race.

The activities of the Lucis Trust promote the education of the human mind towards recognition and practice of the spiritual principles and values upon which a stable and interdependent world society may be based.

The Lucis Trust is non-political and non-sectarian. It sponsors no special creed or dogma.
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Wow, Lucis Trust is trying to establish Right Human Relations. That sounds like a great thing to me, I mean bring it on. A little invocation there, bring on right human relations! (or is it evocation, I gotta nail the differences down)

a motivating impulse of love of God and service to humanity, sounds like some nobel impules to me.

Some more info about Lucis Trust...

Triangles

Groups of 3 that creat a world wide network of light, sweet. Hey what was that one thing in the Bible, a Trinity of some sort of another...

Arcane School

This is about education and the education is all about discipleship. Last I checked Jesus, Krishna and Ala had disciples (though the Ala had a prophet, who was essentially a diciple.) So this is a school to teach people in the ways of God. Rock on, now that's my type of school.

Meetings & Festivals

There are ongoing festivals which can be attended so that people can come together, learn from one another send blessings to the earth, sweet!

World Goodwill
Now this two word phrase comprised of 3 words in and of itself is alllll good. This is so good I gotta snip this one too
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To stimulate and encourage men and women of goodwill everywhere to establish right human relations between races, religions, nations and classes through intelligent understanding and adequate communication
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It amazes me that folks will speak against this organization.

I mean come on, with all of this great info and loving content it is hard for me to believe that people would be willing to discredit this organization. I do realize that not everyone is ready for this perspective on things at this time, however I feel it is important for another positive perspective to be prominently displayed out there.

Now It is my sincere desire for this web page to start showing up in Support of Lucis Trust.

Perhaps some day when with some additional time and due diligence, someone will be able to discredit the sources of the poorly informed websites.

I may have to make some steady updates of info from the website in the future to keep this fresh :-)

may the will to do good be with you all,

You may visit this website on Chakras Balancing for one of my contributions of the will to do good.

be well
H~

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Observation: Esoteric Astrology, Scorpio & Beyond

2006-06-09T19:09:00.000-07:00

Hi folks,

Sorry to have been gone for a while, I had some things to focus on in my day job. But really this is my day job, observing experiences in life.

Any hoot, I went to a great workshop with my lovely lady yesterday.

Esoteric Astrology presented by William Meader. You can get some great info on William Meader and Esoteric Astrology by clicking this link.

William had a wealth of great knowledge to share, and in an 8 hour time frame he could only touch the tip of the ice berg of what is possible for him.

Now I could blog on for pages about the great info we learned from William, but I will keep this post some what focused on the key take aways.

1. Next to ones sun sign there are 2 other primary signs of interest, the Moon and Ascendant Sign
2. Moon sign represents the past, as well as an challenge to be overcome after the age of 35, the Sun Sign represents your present (probabiligy), the Ascendant represents the future (possibility)
3. There is a traditional view of Astrology and an Esoteric view, or occult view.

Now I am a Scorpio, which means that in this life time I must face my darkest shadow before I can become victorious. It is said that the work of Scorpio is Consumated in Capercorn (thanks William)

Now that being said my ascendant sign has to do with the Ray of Business and Economy in William's terms or the 3rd Ray. A potential down fall of the personality in this ray has to do with personal achievement. This makes me all the more mindful of what to be cautious of post 35 years of age :-)

No shadow can remain on the final leg of ascension

Now William did scratched the surface on the 12 Houses as well and I can't wait to dig up some more info on those!

I will be continuing my discoveries of Esoteric Astrology and will keep ya posted ;-)

Hat tip to The Tibetan and the Master's for their wisdom on astrology.

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Observation: Authentic Transformation

2006-05-12T19:53:00.000-07:00

I recently attended an excellent workshop with my life partner on creating authentic power, it was presented by Gary Zukav and Linda Fancis.

They did a fantastic job! and I learned a bit.

One exercise that they did was to have the whole room visualize themselves coming up in front of the entire class and making a committment to work towards their own spiritual development. (I felt that this group committment, done on a higher level as well was extremely powerful and important to facilitate growth)

A focus on the workshop was on creating authentic power within oneself. And to focus on your internal issues as opposed to externalizing your problems.

Gary and Linda tend to focus on the 3rd 4th and 5th Chakras. Through the session my Manipura, (3rd chakra) became sensitive to impluse. More so than it has been in the past. At times I also experienced an infusion from my higher self above.

They focus on the 3rd center, as they call them, because many folks tend to need a lot of work there. One opportunity I saw for improvement in the class would be to take the POWER GENERATED in the third center and transform it via the love in the heart center. Living in the heart is a means of creating balance in our lives. (And believe me I need to do some balancing in my heart for some balance)

The session was a fantastic partner bonding experience, in fact they spoke throughout the session about Spiritual Partnerships.

Some Key Take Aways

1. When sensing something in an argument that doesn't feel right perhaps it comes from non-loving parts of oneself

2. Holiness = WHOLENESS

3. When trying to come to the root cause of a problem try:
Feeling
Feeling
Feeling
Feeling
Feeling
Feeling
Feeling
Feeling reveal the layers of our imprinted issues

and then there was healing

4. Like Energy attracks like energy- hmm makes one wonder about the partners and friendships that go in and out of our lives...

5. Concepts on perception and reactions, past present and future, knowledge and the field of knowledge. I drew a chicken scratch image, but i can't drop it in here now.

6. Concepts on attachments pull on cultural differences and how the attachment to culture impeeds humans viewing the WHOLE of humanity as the core group of importance. Each culture has an attachment to a unique identity, only when each culture embraces the larger perspective of Humanity and its well being as a WHOLE can we move the planet. (Buddha was and is wise indeed on attachment and suffering)

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Perspective: Celestine Prophecy- Evolution

2006-05-12T19:41:00.000-07:00

The book The Celestine Prophecy give an interesting view on just how humanity as a whole has evolved over the past milenium and why it is that we operate the way we do.

Essentially it says for a long period of time man was ruled by the churchmen, and through them we had a relationship with the Divine. Things occured in that day and age because either good will from God or poor occurances due to the devil.

As the legitimacy of the churchmen became corrupt, people were searching for more reasons as to "Why" the purpose of existence. In this search for purpose men decided to explore the world through scientific exploration. And from that process we have grown to improving our own qualities of life.

However, we have- for the most part- had yet to discover that which we have first sought out to seek, purpose in a closer relationship to the divine.

We substituted science.

And now it is time for science and religion to come together.

This is just one of my perspectives on The Celestine Prophecy there are more to come and I oh so enjoy the book.

be well,
H~

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Perspective: Yoga meets Religion

2006-04-26T19:32:00.000-07:00

I have come across an interesting article, on yoga and religion.

Now I don't mean to drop a bomb on Yogi's and Yogini's out there, but a Yogi is one that seeks union with God.

And guess what Yoga got its start a long long time ago, in our current history books, a first written discourse is provided in the Bhagavad Gita, the song of God.

Wait a minute, that's a Hindu text, you mean ...Religion. Yes, philosophy, religion you got it.

Now this just so happens to not jive so nicely with some Christians, please don't take me wrong, for others it integrates quit nicely.

In the Song of God there is an Avatar, Krishna, one of the 10 incarnations of Vishnu. Now I have a theory that in some text they have misinterpreted the 9th incarnation as the Buddha. And that in actuallity Christ was the 9th incarnation of Vishnu, 9 is my lucky
number.

Now this leads to some interesting perspectives indeed. (Perhaps a scientific hypothesis to be tested upon the 10th incarnation return.)

If only I could find mention of Yoga in the Bible.

Let's define Yoga- to yoke heh, hmm any recommendations from Jesus on a yoke.

Matthew, Chapter 11, Verses 28 - 30

Come unto me, all ye that labour and ar heavy laden, and I will give you rest.

Take my yoke upon you and you learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart:and ye shall find rest unto your souls

For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.

To quote the Yoga Religion article of interest-
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But if one plunges with both feet into yogic spirituality while also pursuing a conventional faith, one risks what theologians call syncretism—or "riding two horses at once," as Needleman puts it. "It's very hard sometimes to try to be a deep Christian contemplative and at the same time be a Hindu—a Vedantan, let's say," he notes. "Not because they disagree but because the imagery sometimes is so conflicting."
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Christ and Krishna- imagery seems right on to me.

And so you are given permission to follow Yoga along with your current religion. It is an acceptance we all must have.

Please do not lose site of what is important about our Yoga Practice is that we practice Yoga. That practice and the peace and wonder it provides you and humanity is of most importance, so it has been told for thousands of years...

peace my brotha's and sista's

H~

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Observation: May my worth be measured in Light

2006-04-10T11:28:00.001-07:00

In the end my wealth will be a factor of the light I may share with others.

May I serve as an anchor of light upon this planet that Light may flow through me to others.

I am worthless without the group

May love's light be guided to and from me.

Amen brotha's and sista's

Amen

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Observation: Shaman comes to town

2006-04-07T22:17:00.000-07:00

And so the Shaman comes to town.

I have ran across an interesting shaman story. It is interesting because it actually links together some past lives tracking that I am engaged in.

Its a coincidence, because I actually happened upon this site by doing some Nostrodamus research, ahh the beauty of things..

The story itself actually references Egypt as well as a wolf shaman. It is said that a group of wolf people were first people.

One thing that sticks me about the account above is the cry "Arrowwwws" I tend to get nailed with Darts in my astral projections.

I'll have to see how it all ties together in time ;-)

One's field of knowldege increases as one opens to past live experience.

H~

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Perspective: Celestine Prophecy, Restlessness

2006-04-07T19:22:00.000-07:00

In tribute to the soon to be record breaking movie, the Celestine Prophecy (prediction) I have decided to reread the book to get pumped up for the movie.

I figure I add some commentary along side is as well.

Insights are an important aspect of the prophecy soon to be manifest. And what a great way to distribute to the masses they may not have taken the time to read the book. I suspect that the movie will break some records for the year.

Anyhoot the first insight in on Restlessness. A feeling that there is more to life than meets the eye, or perhaps we are simply not perceiving things correctly. This restlessness was present in previous lives, its only now that it is able to pick up steam with the mass of humanity.

I have stated that I am a scientist of the new age as such I have felt a desire/need to experiment with new age concepts and ideals. As a scientist should. However, I have really felt compelled to do so, as though my current existence would no longer fulfill my being. So I experiment, with yoga, reiki, channeling, ascended masters, and more is yet to come.

The exciting thing about this restlessness is that more new age scientists will come as well.

James Redfield is one of those scientists, and he has already been here. His experiment is well on its way. I do find it a coincidence that he is quoted on my Kundalini Yoga book.

I am still restless, I shall have to press on my brothers and sista's

H~

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Perspective: Etheric Body of Humanity

2006-04-06T06:26:00.000-07:00

Doin some reading from some ageless wisdom, what's so great about this wisdom is that it is wisdome regardless of what age one is in ;-)

Discileship in the New Age speaks of the entire etheric body of humanity and often times compages it to a "Web of Ethers." Now from an internet perspective a Web of ether is very interesting.

Essentially all of humanity makes the sum total of this energetic web. Anytime one interacts with others that interaction is realized in the etheric web. I suspect that within the ether web, (I would say etherNet but given Cat 5 cable it would lose meaning) there are centers of force and energy that are Hubs and centers of force and energy that are authorities. A hub has many many rays of energy coming into it from across the etherweb of humanity. And an authority has many many energetic connections going out throughout the ether web of humanity. Of course some centers become hubs and authorities of etheric force.

Over time, lifetimes that is, this would become quite the interesting map of lines of force. I wonder what exists on the spiritual plan to simulate this...

Earthly manifestation tends to be a representation of that which has been achieved on the inner side...

H~

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Observation: Ascended Master Saint Germain Mahachohan

2006-04-02T17:45:00.000-07:00

In my search for unifying some religions I picked up another book on Hinduism. I came across a text that I must read in time, "Laws of the Manu" for in my studies the Manu holds an importnat position in the changes that are occuring on earth and on a spiritual plane.

And so I figure I search for information on another important position, that of the Mahachohan I found it rather interesting that this position is proclaimed to be held by the ascended master Saint Germain

My theory is that this position is founded on remenants of truth, however in further examination of the iamuniversity site above, I do not believe it to be a sound source of knowledge and wisdom.

I shall have to explore this path in further detail, and it does make sense if my soul co-operator follows the path for civilization.

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Perspective: Channeling, Science of Impression

2006-03-31T09:45:00.000-08:00

One interesting new age perspective is the ability to channel insights from above, or healing energy such as Reiki. By being present in the moment and opening up your awareness, going through attunement processes, one is able to become sensitive to these energies.

Now as these energetic impressions become stronger, one is able to make out what the impressions are "saying" so to speak.

The next step, and the step that I am working through right now, is the proper interpretation of these impressions.

I have become more aware of many impressions. The conventional question remains, what do they mean.

For instance I got the message "Don't move" this could mean a bunch of things:

Don't move into a new home

Don't move from your current occupation

Don't move away from the one you are with

Or simply, hey there get ready for some impressions to flow through so "Don't move"

It is the proper interpretation of impressions, which I must now master. The impressions are registering, on with some interpreting...

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Perspective: Kalki

2006-03-26T17:43:00.000-08:00

The I am maker, has come across some interesting reads on Kalki. It was a rather interesting coincidence actually, I recently picked up a book on Hindu gods and read about the 10 incarnations of Vishnu, Krishna being the 8th incarnation and The Buddha being the 9th. (9 is my favorite number, yet I have the slightest suspicion that the Buddha was actually a Deciple of Krishna, Arjuna.

Anyhoot the 10th incarnation of Vishnu is to be Kalki. There is a fabulous perspective on the Avatar, from the Avatar.

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I claim to be an Avatar. The Hindu scriptures are very clear as to who an Avatar is. You see, basically, it is like this: GOD per say can never be comprehended, can never be related to, other than through the manifesta-tions. Let us take the case of light as an example. We will go into a little bit of science. Suppose, a light ray was to pass through a vacuum tube, you are not going to see the light at all. So light as such can not be seen. But, if that light were to strike an object and come back to you, you see that object. Now, the question is, are you seeing that object or are you seeing the light. The photons do hit the object and they come back into your eyes, therefore we can say you are seeing light, you can also say you are seeing only the object. There is an ambience here. So, what stand can you take here? You really cannot take a stand. You can say, ?I am seeing light, yet I am not seeing light?. The same ap-proach applies to the understanding of an Avatar. When you are looking at an Avatar, you can say, ?I am seeing GOD; yet I am not seeing GOD?. Both are equally true. Like without light, you are not going to see anything at all, yet light itself cannot be seen.
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Look how science and religion are coming together here. And what a brilliant analogy of Light compared to God. Now this really gets interesting if we run it through some Buddhist analysis. One cannot really take a stand because the inherent exisitence of the process of seeing is empty. Hat tip to Nagarjuna.

Here's a thought, Namaste, the divine in me aknowledges and pays tribute to the divine in you. (losely translated) So we are all little Avatars, just waiting to emerge. Deliver me. So what is so unique about the proclaimed Kalki???

Is the object of perception so divine it casts forth this view?

Are the receptors of perception extra sensitive to this light?

What of the vacuum tube? Is there a divine transferrence of light?

Interesting things to ponder on. One that transcends all things must be a part of, the light, the object, the reciever. A triad of sorts, and the triad of an Avatar is such that all 3 are one.

There are some interesting perspectives on Kalki as well. I particularly like the new age speculators about Kalki representing Maitreya Buddha. I especially like that he would herald the second coming of Christ.

Now provided that Kalki is from Shambala, it would make sense that Kalki is leading the way for his co-operator the Christ. With all these Light Bodies, allowing for the vibratory rate of humanity to increase, Kalki enligtenments it is a good be that Christ is right around the corner, mmm let's say about 6 years out. 2012 is going to be one great time in history. We must prepare.

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Perspective: EGO, the I am Maker

2006-03-18T06:47:00.000-08:00

I just read a great article in the Yoga Journal.

Sophisticated Ego by Sally Kempton.

I really felt that Sally captured the essence, or lack there of, ego in this article. Here is a great little snippet
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Om Sanskrit the word for ego is ahamkara, which means "the I maker" (kind of like Mentos the fresh maker) Ego differentiates itself amon the mass of sensations that come your way and tell you that a particular experience belongs to the energy bundle you call "me"
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The energy bundle you call me. What an intriguing concept. I pondered on this concept. I quickly took a look at my surroundings and said the energy bundle of me, okay what around me here is me? good question- everything really, by seeing I identify with things. In order to see my optical recepters have to take in the light energy that those things reflect. This energy becomes a part of "my" energy bundle. Now I could run this through an analysis by Nagarjuna and swiftly the emptiness of me, the sight and the object of that site quickly comes to pass. But lets stick on a conventional level for a moment. The energy bundle I call me. When I am next to another person, my aura will overlap, mess and sometimes blend with their aura especially when centered in love. So where is my energy bundle? My energy bundle is their energy bundle, what can I call me.

Sally goes on to say that sometimes the ego is not inclusive enough in its realm of what it identifies itself with. This is definately something to think on...

A small meditation is included in the article, the "I am" meditation. Not a bad one, but in my opinion it asks one to think a little bit much. I much prefer the Kundalini Meditation "I am, I am" I am what I am it does not allow for your ego to start thowing terms of attachment into the mix.

If ya say it long enough, you don't even know what you are saying anymore- I am, I am I am, I am I am, I am I am, I am I am, I am I am, I am I am, I am I am, I am I am, I am I am, I am

:-)

Sat Nam

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Observation: Celestine Prophecy the Movie

2006-03-16T13:03:00.000-08:00

I am uber stoked to see that the Celistine Prophecy the movie is coming out soon.

Some time ago I read the book, but I am do for a quick refresh.

One underlying principle is that in the future "energy" will be transferred from person to person and in time replace $. And that humanities vibratory rates are destined to increase through evolution.

There is a visionary movement from the author being generated here- Celestine Vision

It's my perspective that via understanding of Chakras this prophecy will come to light

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Perspective: From Darkness to Light

2006-03-15T06:21:00.000-08:00

From Darkness to Light

that is the way for a true guru

What is interesting to percieve is that on the path and while becoming the path the darkness becomes more and more obvious. The more one is able to hold steadfast in the light the more observing one can be of dark.

As the veil of ignorance lifts the thickness of that ignorance becomes apparent.

From Darkness to Light..what a ride :-)
H~

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Observation: Karuna Reiki

2006-03-11T08:42:00.000-08:00

I just ran across and interesting site that talks about Karuna Reiki

Being relatively new to practicing Reiki I was not familiar. I shall chat with my Reiki Master next time I see her about this method. However, it seems rather straight forward enough.

The Usui natrual healing approach attunes one to Usui's healing energy channel. It would appear as though the Karuna system attunes one to an energy channel of several enlightened beings that flow healing energy.

Very interesting, perhpas after I reach Master status I shall explore Karuna in further detail.

A friend of mine is in "tune" with The Ascended Master Quan Yin and provides a different healing approach. Perhaps Karuna and Quan Yin's healing are similar in nature.

Given that I am to experiment scientifically with these methods I shall keep you posted ;-)

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H~

Perspective: Reiki gettin hot hot hot

2006-03-09T15:22:00.000-08:00

So now that I have been attuned to Reiki II I have noticed some increased flow of healing energy.

The other night just before falling asleep I decided to give myself some reiki and man did I get hot, I mean really cooking! I had to take off my shirt and remove a blanket to cool off.

Then I was so jazzed up with reiki flow I was no longer all that tired and didn't fall asleep for a bit, ha. Ohh well

Reiki is hot, and is getting hot as it becomes a part of mainstream medicine/healing

bring on the healing (overt invocation)
H~

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Perspective: Feelings are still valid, even if irrational

2006-03-05T08:36:00.000-08:00

A point of balance to be had yin, yang, male, female, polarities is that of feelings versus logic. Even if one has feelings that are not founded on proper logic, those feelings are still valid, they must be aknowledged and worked through properly.

So how does one approach, somewhat irrational, feelings properly without being inconsiderate?

First off, aknowledge those feelings, say that you do not mean to diminish them give them their proper place as they are valid. Then allow the other person to talk through those feelings with you. The challenging thing becomes to talk through those feelings without elevating the conversation. Those feelings are best expressed in an open calm fashion and if they have been surpressed for too long can tend to blow up.

In many spiritual practices and beliefs they teach a non-attachment to feelings. I am not sure if I have always agreed with this perspective, but perhaps it has only been misinterpreted. Perhaps it is non-attachment to results of those feeling??

Feelings must be expressed and worked through, otherwise they can become built up as compressed love. Love seeks expression, that is why we are here for this human experience.

Move properly through your feelings, they are still valid :-)

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Observation: Reiki II

2006-02-22T07:25:00.000-08:00

This past weekend I was attuned to Reiki II. It represents an exciting time in spiritual and personal growth for mySelf. In becoming attuned to Reiki II I have become a greater channel for healing energy to flow through me. Through my journey that is truly what I desire, to allow healing to flow through me.

With the attunment comes the presentation of sacred symbols to be used in distance healing as well as increase intuitive abilities, via the ajna center.

In my waking hours, my third eye presented me with a vision. It was held steadfast in the light and as I looked up my Third Eye and being were bathed in the light and energy.

I am excited to conduct healing sessions on others and to spread the light and energy which flows to humanity.

Reiki II is a good thing :-)

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Observation: Everything I eat turns to Poop

2006-02-20T06:15:00.000-08:00

My wise old grandfather made this observation the other day.

Funny isn't it?

But wait, there is more to it than this. Why is it that everything we eat turns to poop? If one comteplates the theory of Lean Manufacuring, one will find that the purpose of Lean is to eliminate the amount of waste in a system. The reason that everything we eat turns to poop is that there is a very large amount of waste in the food that we eat. ALL food that we eat really.

So why do we eat? We eat so that we may transform the energy in food to work for us and sustain our life. So we eat for energy, yet the vast balance of that which we take into our system is waste. So what's up with that? Even vegan's food turns to poop.

All we are after as human beings is the proper amount of energy to sustain our lives. Based on the amount of waste we create from eating food it would seem that food is a very inefficient means of generating engergy to sustain life. In fact, since we create waste our body begins to break down, aging.

I am not saying that I have the answer, but there are some that say eating air is the answer they are called Breatharians

In many traditions fastings take place as a means of cleansing. This is the process of continuously remaining clean so to speak. By eating air it is said that all that you eat will not turn into poop :-)

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Dream: Here on Earth- Dreamless on the Astral Plane

2006-02-17T14:53:00.000-08:00

Did you have any dreams last night?

I heard her say, no I did not.

Then next time you go to sleep say "I want to remember my dreams"

I recall the time when I told people such things. In my lucid dreams of past I often would take control of my dream space.

And in the teachings of ageless wisdom, one may find that dreams are but humanities path to and through the Astral Plane. In astral bodies we fly through our dreams. As EGO integrates with ego we find our astral body begins to dissapate. Dreams become not so frequent.

I like dreaming

so now I find myself living my dream: here on earth

Live your dreams and make them come true

Sat Nam
H~

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Observation: Ascended Master: Saint Germain Quan Yin

2006-02-13T11:48:00.000-08:00

A soul co-operator of mine regularly does his light body meditations.

In his minds eye, he envisions electic blue light and hears the words Saint Germain

Saint Germain is an Ascended Master with a very interesting background.

My friends soul mate recently has embraced a Quan Yin healing method. Quan Yin is also an Ascended Master, one of the Bodhisatvas who shall remain close to earth till all sentient beings are libertaed.

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Perspective: Sedona hotel

2006-02-11T11:35:00.000-08:00

In my recent trip to Sedona Arizona I stayed at the most beautiful hotel.

The Briar Patch Inn is one of the most relaxing and beautiful Sedona hotels They have the cutest, most romantic little cottages.

Our cottage was called the Owl, each has its own little fire place refilled each day. There is a creek running through the grounds and they have the best homemade breakfasts in the morning.

And why visit Sedona, well from a New Age perspective it is like Disney Land. Sedona is simply majestic. A beautiful land that all beings can appreciate

Thanks Briar patch for makin our stay so fantastic!
H~

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Observation: Fluid, like water

2006-02-09T06:01:00.000-08:00

My beautiful little girl inspired this one.

In class they learned about water and how it reacts differently to the substances it comes in contact with.

To this I replied ahh yes fluid, it takes the shape of that which it is contained within.

Then I thought about the movie, What the Bleep do we Know" Then I thought, humans are round 75% water. Would not it make sense that we take the shape of that which we are contained within???

So what are we within

Space

Science is teaching us that all matter is mostly comprised of space. Space is an entity...

and what is space within?

God?

Water takes the shape of that which it is within

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Observation: Feng Shui

2006-02-07T15:11:00.000-08:00

It apprears as though there is a new resource out there for information on Feng Shui. As humanity becomes more and more aware of their energy fields and the energy flow of the environment around them, design concepts such as this will become more and more important in our lives. Our living environments make up the space we exisit in, they should go with the flow.

Shout out to this new resource for connecting this with I Ching for me!

Cosmology and philosophy are of much interest...

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Perspective: Stiffled Growth

2006-02-06T07:34:00.000-08:00

What is it?

That one thing,

or person,

That is slowing down your growth and evolution.

Our journey is one of evolution, in order to grow we are faced with difficult challenges. At any given point of time we have one major obstical holding us back from achieving our purpose.

What is your obstacle?

Now that you have identified it what are you going to do to overcome it?

For me it took a difficult conversation with the woman I loved to realize what I had to do.

And I did it...

I felt as though a ceiling had been lifted from upon my head, I was free at last and in doing the thing I felt to be not possible, I am able to grow.

What ever it is that you think impossible, do it and make it into an I-am-possible

Shout OUT to Gurmukh

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Perspective: Secret of Life is Ice Cream

2006-02-02T10:17:00.000-08:00

This is a great perspective from my mother-

The secret of live

I figured out the secret to life this morning.

It’s ice cream.

Nick was driving past the old Dairy Queen on Raymond Road this morning. 2 of my boys went to day care next door to Dairy Queen. I said some of my favorite memories were in the van with them going through the drive thru at Dairy Queen at the end of a day. There was so much joy in their sweet smiles.

Then I remembered Dad last night commenting on how he loves ice cream and he was smiling, telling my boy he’ll even pay for the ice cream if he brings him more. It gave Dad pure joy in telling the story of him stopping by for a visit and bringing ice cream.

It’s ice cream.

We can go through our lives looking and seeking, but ice cream is the joy of life.

I was sharing my new philosophy with my friend this morning. She got chills as she told me when they brought her dad home to die from the hospital last year, he asked for ice cream. It was the last thing he ate before he died.

So when you’re having a difficult day or feeling down, just remember ice cream.

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Perspective: Don't forget to Laugh

2006-01-31T09:00:00.000-08:00

On my beautiful trip to Sedona, i just so happened to meet another guide along my path. I am fortunate to have many in this incarnation. What's funny is that in all likely hood these guides have been a part of my journey in past incarnations, ancient karmic ties are strong.

His name is Victor and he pleasantly reminded me of a couple of things.

1. I truely love the one I am journeying with now
2. One must heal themselves before they can heal others
3. I gotta remember to laugh

At times I take things too seriously, lots of times, but at my core I am a lover of life. All beings are innately lovers of life. It is this love which transcends all manifestation.

And a key to this enjoyment of life is laughter.

I love to laugh, ha ha ha ha. And will continue to share my laughter with the love of my life, my family, my friends and all whom I happen upon in this beautiful journey.

Be sure to contact Victor should you visit a Sedona Vortex

Healing benefits of laughter did you know there was
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an ancient Oriental healing technique that used laughter to boost healing energy
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Perspective: Tools from God

2006-01-23T06:40:00.000-08:00

In my travels to Arizona I came across a lady, who felt down on her luck to say the least. Some famil life circumstances had put her in a position where she felt "God
didn't give me the tools to deal with this. I go to church every Sunday..."

I found this comment rather interesting and unfortunate. I listened to her as best I could and said that sometimes we are faced with certain challenges in order to grow. Yet her comment stuck with me.

God has given us "Free WILL" and with this Will we are able to choose our own paths. I do belive that all the tools necessary to deal with life's ups and downs are right before our eyes we simply need to implement them.

Kundalini Yoga, any sort of Yoga for that matter, is one of those tools.

I suggest many use it :-)
H~

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Observation: Leading up to Sedona

2006-01-20T06:23:00.000-08:00

So in the past I have posted about my visit to Sedona. Sedona is a beautiful Spiritual New Age Center of activity, filled with fantastic Red Rocks and 4 very powerful energy vortexes. What's interesting to note is that my first trip up there, I owe to fantastic woman I am going to be visiting there with shortly.

I will be sure to keep ya posted on the trip.

To dwell in the vortex energy is truly divine!

It is said that there are male and female vortexes present in Sedona. The Vortex at Cathedral Rock is a feminine one and the Airport vortex is a masculine one.

I can't wait to experience them both with my special companion :-)

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Perspective: New Age

2006-01-15T08:30:00.000-08:00

I do hope that this site can serve as a resource for people that are interested in making observations and perspectives in the new age.

Let's take a snap shoot, which shall shift over time, of some New Age Perspectives.

Click a link below and see what the search landscape thinks of New Age

Google Yahoo MSN Teoma
Alta Vista A9 Clusty
Gigablast Lycos WiseNut
AOL

Gotta give a shout out to the Open Directory for the thoughts on the New Age pulse

DMOZ

Let's enhance that thinking with some blog search:

Technorati
Google Blog Search
Blog Search Engine

And of course the New Age Swicki

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Perspective: On Being Positive

2006-01-13T07:21:00.000-08:00

Be Positive!

It's that simply my brotha's and sista's

Be positive :-)

H~

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Perspective: Yoga Journal on Chakras

2006-01-11T06:34:00.000-08:00

Here is a nice little read on the Chakras, from the Yoga Journal. they go into explain each of the 7 chakras as well.

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Perspective: Sa Ta Na Ma

2006-01-07T11:23:00.000-08:00

As part of my New Age science experiment, and honestly to live a more fulfilled life, I have begun training as a Kundalini Yoga instructor. Kundalini Yoga provides a scientific approach to becoming closer with that which transcends all. It is a Yoga that greatly focuses on your Chakra System. A chakra is a vortex of energy located along the spine that connect the physical plane to the plane of subtle energies. Understanding and proper balancing of the Chakras will bring forth the next level of peace and understanding needed for humanity at this time. Another reason for my committment to Kundalini Yoga.

As part of my Teacher Training program I am to meditate for 31 minutes for 40 days in a row. I am on day 4 now and the meditation I chose includes the silently projected mantra of "Sa Ta Na Ma"

It can be interpreted to mean, Infinity, Life, Death, Rebirth. It is a very powerful mantra/meditation. While meditating I had an accute awareness of the subtle energies that were swirling around me, penetrating me and filling my being. I attribute this awareness to my Light Body course. I suspect that these energies are always in effect as Kundalini students meditate on Sa Ta Na Ma. Thanks to my Light Body course getting me in touch with my soul I am better able to percieve the subtle energies. The meditation has also been unearthing many thoughts and voices from my subconcious mind, visions even. I suspect that I have much to learn about the true meaning of Sa Ta Na Ma. I get that impression and the Ageless Wisdom I have been studying may say that I can invoke that understanding to my being.

Sa Ta Na Ma- when I ponder on this I think of my Zodiac sign, Scorpio a sign of death and rebirth. It would seem that through infinite life I can find balance...

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Observation: Observe the Observation

2006-01-05T06:50:00.000-08:00

So last night I was doing some reflecting and in all honesty I was reflecting on some things that were bringing me down. So then I decided to reflect on what I was reflecting on. In doing so one realizes that the first reflection simply is not worth the energy in the grand scheme of things. Why dwell on what will bring you down???

Why not accept and acknowledge how you are feeling, let it pass and move on?

From the observer space much serenity lies within. Yet it is when we can observe the process of observation that SELF begins to break down and we find a deeper understanding of peace.

H~

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Observation: First Chakra Vibration

2005-12-29T14:50:00.000-08:00

An interesting thing occured the other day.

I believe it took place after a day of Kundalini Yoga, Light Body Meditation and some reading of spiritual scriptures.

okay so they are books not scriptures, but scriptures makes it sound cooler.

My Rook Chakra, my survival chakra sent forth a vibration that I was sensitive to.

I felt it pulse outwards in all directions, and what's intersting on top of that was that it was searching for a response.

What ever should respond, but my heart center or Fourth Chakra.

It was as if my 1st Chakra sent out a vibration for a response from my Heart Center, perhaps it was looking for a response from additional centers as well? Perhaps my Heart, being the balancing point needs relay vibration throughout the higher centers. Perhaps my higher centers are not yet completely accepting of my 1st Acceptance Chakra.

I haven't the direct knowledge of this activity at this time, but perhaps I should not look for results in what I observe...

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Observation: Opportunity for Improvement

2005-12-20T13:08:00.000-08:00

One will often find that they trait they least like to see expressed in others is truly their surpressed weakness in themselves.

A trait I have recently not liked at all in another individual has been greed. They are motivated by Greed and it disgusts me. Then I ask myself, why does this action disgust me so.

and I ponder that perhaps it is the reflection of mySELF in that act that I do not like to view.

and I ask Greed, have I truly moved past you?

to raise the question is a good step...

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Observation: Phase 4 Light Body, Awakening Your Light Body

2005-12-17T14:30:00.000-08:00

It has been a while since I posted on the Light Body. What's exciting is that I have completed the course! It has been an unbelievable uplifting in my vibratory energy rate. I can remember when session and during the meditation we finally made contact with our souls, I shed a tear for it was the first time in this lifetime I consciously made contact with my soul. It was wll needed. Anyhoot back to a description of Phase 4.

In the 4th phase we focus on 2 centers, the Fullonia and the Saha.

Fullonia- centered within the heart, it is from the Fullonia that we can operate in the "Observer Space" Rather interestingly that is what this blog is about, lots of observations. One is to follow to the smallest center of light within the heart center and there in lies the Fullonia. I do not recall at which point of my studies I came across the following concept, but I shall relay it anyway because it is currently my perception. I recall learning that there is a tiny Buddha within all of us, call it Buddha Nature. I believe I recall that within the heart there lies a tiny buddha for us all. A very cute thought if you think about it. Anyway this could simply be my own interpretation of a great many things. It is said that the Lord Buddha is watching over earth and that he is connected to all beings. I believe it is through the Fullonia center (within the heart center) that we are connected. Again, just a bunch of different lines of thought that I have strung together for a temporary truth for mySELF. Fullonia center connection with what Buddha represents.

Next center is the SaHa, in some Eastern practices the Ha represents the Har center. In Kundalini Yoga the Har is for prosperity and is a closely related to Hari (or Hari Krisna) The ha sits above the navel, the sa eqaul distant below the navel. In honestly I don't recall specifically how the SaHa functions. I believe that it is a final grounding of creativity and power (2nd and 3rd chakras) prior to going onto the dimension of the soul.

It seems as though the fullonia and the SaHa are centres within centers. When dealing with multiple dimensions this begins to come into alignment :-)

peace be a thing of beauty
H~

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Dream: Meeting with The Master

2005-12-15T12:00:00.000-08:00

I recall being located in a rather desolate locations. It seems as though the place has been ransacked by a disaster of sometime, life appears to be rather non existent. Then I look up to the sky, and I see coming from the clouds The Master. Now this is no ordinary Master, but when one thinks of The Master, it is That Master. I see him float down from the sky and land upon a rocky ledge.

Wow, I am to meet The Master. I sense that others see his decent, yet I cannot see where they may be located. I decide I should fly over to The Master. On the way, I veer ever so slightly, I am humbled by his presence and somewhat scared actually. It's not every day one meets The Master.

I gather myself and go over to him.

He tells me things about ancient experiences, yet at this time I am unable to take this information from sub- to conscious mind.

He gathers me up and I take flight with him, I do not recall where we head.

Then I am walking on a path behind him. We pass goblets, or bottle of wine I believe. I stop to have a sip. I then remember no more. While in the presence of The Master and upon the path be mindful of where you are, but follow The Master as he leads...

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Observation: Butterflies in the Stomach

2005-12-08T18:07:00.000-08:00

So it seems that the more I learn and awaken to the reality of things and of how energy flows, the more observations are made of things many experience.

The other day I was thinking about the potential of what I was to work on and achieve, then suddenly I got butterflies in my stomach. I used to regularly get some butterflies when giving presentations in school, I actually welcomed them because it meant that I would do well when actually delivering the presentation.

Now I realize that butterflies are nothing more than 3rd chakra energy moving up into the heart center to be integrated. So the chakra of personal power becomes integrated in the heart center. It can be said that Centered in Love is the way bhakti. Power energy becomes love energy and transmits.

What beautiful butterflies can you bring up :)

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Observation: Efficient Distribution of Energy

2005-11-23T08:20:00.000-08:00

As my evolution begins to accelerate in this lifetime I have become a rather capable centre of energy. Sure my journey has just begun, but the raising of kundalini energy integrated with Soul energy from my Light Body meditations are allowing me to increase my energetic flow, or that which flows through me.

Now this is very exciting, yet I need to look dispassionately upon it.

One thing I have noticed is that I am becoming more effiecient in my use of energy. I am able with little effort to direct force in the directions necessary for the proper results to take place. This has caused an interesting situation in the work place. I can very easily over run the system I have been placed within. Now this is somewhat frustrating, but I need to integrate that all are not as efficient with their energy as I am learning to be. In order to properly direct my energy I believe I will have to focus it into many locations, for the time being.

The true test remains, to align my energy and direct it in a manner that it is not wasted nor over runs the systems that I direct it through.

Ahh energy distribution, more and more spirituality and science shall merge.

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Dream: What am I running from?

2005-11-22T06:32:00.000-08:00

What is it that I run from, the shadow, the dark?

(So this dream was seeded by a Spider Man outfit I saw the other day)

I am Spider Man of sorts, I find myself late for class. It seems that the class has just completed a test. The teacher looks at me dissapointedly, I know not why I missed the class. Then the dark, if you are familiar with Venom it is something like that. It seeks me out in my class room. I burst out of class through the window, it is after me.

What is it that I run from?

Here is the thing, we are psychically connected. Through my Third Eye I am able to communicate through The Dark's Third Eye. I ask it to leave.

What is it that I run from.

It is said that when the path presents itself to you in all of its brilliance, the dark surrounding becomes ever so clear. Perhaps it is that dark, perhaps it is the dark of past lives seeking acceptance.

What is it that I run from?

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Perspective: The Path and my EGO are one

2005-11-14T06:43:00.000-08:00

Note ego is capitalized to represent a soul enfused self rather than one of personality.

So I decided to Ponder on This dream of late and search it through for deeper meaning.

The symbolism cast before me and interpreted through the lense of Ageless Wisdom is quit interesting, yet very in line with what I have been sensing lately. I posted recently from my subconscious, actually most dream posts come from there, but this was a waking subconscious communication.

The symbolism of my dream through said lense reinforces my purpose in this lifetime.

WOW what a trip I have before me.

In the words of the Great Morpheus- "There's a difference between knowing the path and walking the path" though I always thought he said there is a difference between knowing the path and being the path.

and so the path and EGO are one

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Dream: Astral Projection of the Third Eye

2005-11-10T06:18:00.000-08:00

So here is a dream I had of late.

I need to set this one up though, because as I was dreaming it I was very aware of my physical body being asleep. It probably helped that in my dream I was laying down as well. Though I am not sure where, (aside from on the astral plane.)

Here's is another intersting item I just recalled. I am looking down upon myself, down and from the side kind of. Now in these sorts of dreams folks tend to think of it as looking down upon my physical body, but I have a strong sense that I was looking down upon my Astral (emotional) body or mental body.

There is a swriling circular vortex that is my Third Eye, or ajna center.

Then from above a cone, or triangle is slowly getting lowered into my Third Eye. It is a gradual and pleasant process.

What wisdom of old that is passed down within this Triangle shall be interesting to discover!

interpretations always welcome :-)

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Dream: The Seige and Escape

2005-11-04T08:19:00.000-08:00

I remember laying seige to the castle walls. Only it occured twice. The first time, I do believe it was successful. Then as if, a potentiality that lies aside the first instance, it was failure.

In the second time, I remember fighting with my sword, stricking enemy after enemy. And then I strick my own brother. It is no death blow, but a strick in the shoulder that leaves him incapable of fighting as well as he can. We become overwhelmed as he was our best figther. There are only 3 of us that survive, I am to meet up with them at a predetermined location, but I am delayed. We miss our meeting and as such can not continue with the battle.

Now we must flee, we take to an old water way passage that leads outside of the castle. We seek refuge in the towns below.

The dream clouds over...

Now I did happen to watch Lord of the Rings last night, but I still feel as though there is meaning within this astral expression of sub-conscious.

interpretations always welcome of a dream

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Perspective: Attachment to Love

2005-11-01T06:16:00.000-08:00

A common topic of this blog is love and its various forms and definitions of love. A common difficulty I have with the concept of love is that I can become attached to love, or to the objects of my love.

Is love impermanent???

I would propose that love pervades all. So then perhaps it lies in the object of my love, the difficulty that is. But for soo long the objects of love is how we come to learn and understand love. Perhaps that is the purpose of manifestation...

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Observation: Found Kindred Spirits

2005-10-28T14:54:00.000-07:00

It would seem as though I have located some kindred spirits, or they have found me. I look forward to getting to know them, though the potential irony is present- I look forward to getting to knowing them again. I guess I look forward to remembering them ;-)

my new friend Stacey has many interesting perspectives to share. It would appear as though she is seeking enlightenment. I hope I can add some good observations.

I have often thought about "seeking enlightenment" yet I seem to always run into trouble. When one seeks enlightenment one becomes "attached" to the idea of enlightenment. Thus in the process delaying that which is sought. Now this is not saying it is wrong to seek enlightenment, enlightenment is a never ending gradual process, what's important to remember along the way is not to become attached to the results of your progress.

good times
H~

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Observation: Science and Spirituality begin to merge

2005-10-19T08:40:00.000-07:00

Ahh the time has been long waited for humanity. We are FINALLY walking into a time when Science and Spirituality are colliding in a big way. A recent controversy over the Dali Lama's scientific research into the mind is pushing the buttons of "Traditional Scientists"
- "As the public face of neuroscience, we have a responsibility to at least see that research is replicated before it is promoted and highlighted," said Dr. Nancy Hayes, a neurobiologist at the Robert Wood Johnson Medical School in New Jersey who objects to the Dalai Lama's speaking. "If we don't do that, we may as well be the Flat Earth Society."

Then perhaps it is time to see the research replicated. I have some projecting to do on this, it would be a great ride to manifest some replicated meditation studies.

An intersting note to add to my knowledge is the production of gamma rays in meditation.

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Perspective: Free Will, Fate or Destiny, & Divine Will

2005-10-12T08:37:00.000-07:00

It is unlikely that I shall come to any conclusion or internal consensus on this topic, but it is one of much interest! Two definitions are necessary to get this party started in the right direction.

Free Will- ... our choices are ultimately up to ourselves

Destiny or Fate-... all things are set

Okay, so as a human being I like to think that I have some choices over the outcomes of my life. So I am a Free Will proponent. However, there is a concept of Divine Free Will. Now Divine Free Will = the aggregate Free Will of all individuals. That is to say all possible choices being made are at the guidance of Divine Free Will. Now that sounds like a rather lovely idea, everyone has free will, everyone is happy.

What is the difference between Divine Free Will and Desitny?

For me it is rather challenging to see one. I heard an interesting perspective last night. If destiney is involved large and obvious events in your life will be presented to you which really makes the choice a no brainer. I am partially on board here. However, I am thinkin that Divine Free Will and Destiny are ONE, if that is the case the Free Will and Destiny would be the same as well.

then there is the concept of parrallel universes, which would represent the aggregate of infinite possibilites based on choice, imagine the potentialities...

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Observation: On Co-Creation

2005-10-12T08:32:00.000-07:00

So my endeavors into co-creation have begun. In all honesty they started a long time ago, but now I am more consciously aware of them. At 11:11 last night a made a wish, but it was in all honesty a co-wish. Laying beside the girl I am falling for we both made a wish at the same time. And in all likely hood the wish was to be together. This was the first time in this life time I witnessed 2 peoples thoughts turn into a bright spark of light together and get sent off into the universe.

Co-creation is a very beautiful and magical thing.

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New Age, Projection, Creation,

Perspective: Heart Update

2005-10-07T12:53:00.000-07:00

So a common topic of discussion on this blog is that of Love. For love is existence and love rides on the wings of happiness. Love is the thing that dreams are made of- that's my philosophy any way.

So in blogs of past, okay I know they are posts, but blogs sounds more fun ;-) I have stated that I am in love. Now then, the majority of us have been in love at one time or another and the majority of us have also fallen out of love.

In loving an individual I found that I had opened a certain amount of space within my Heart that was dedicated to them. Now, my love was not returned properly, so this space was not nurished, but was still present. Right now I am in the process of falling for another. So what do I find? How is it possible for me to fall out of love so quickly for another person. I find my heart is in the process of moving the first individual out of that space (for my love was not returned properly) and opening up space for another. It is kind of a strange process, for every now and then the old person pops into my mind, but more often than not it is the new love.

How is it that we can fall in and out of love so easily? I think this dates back to the glamor of love. Love of attention, or of the concept of being in love is easy. True love of an individual and their soul that takes time.

love ya
H~

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Observation: On Forever

2005-10-05T06:33:00.000-07:00

In contemplating the vast ramifications of forever one realizes that true understanding of this concept will take forever.

Then one wonders what occurs when 5th dimensional travel is thrown into the mix...

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Observation: Enamored with the Glamor of Attention

2005-09-28T05:51:00.000-07:00

I had a very lovely conversation last night with a close friend of mine. It had mainly to do with Love and relationships. You'll note from a previous post I have been searching for a means to approach love differently.

Her premise, which I am a believer in, is that people really fall in love with the attention that others are paying to them. Now being a male I interpret that to be more that they are in love with the idea of being in love, but the attention is the expression of that idea. Her theory is that people jump into things too fast, I can relate as many a time in the past I have attempted to move too swiftly with the ladies as opposed to letting things run their course. Now this concept has HUGE ramifications for appropriate approaches to relationships. Its kind of almost like they go back in time to when people took things slowly. This represents a huge challenge given the sexual undertones of todays society. (Don't get me wrong I enjoy sexual undertones) For one thing the concept of just fooling around gets pushed way back on the timing progression and sex in and of itself once again becomes a big deal, not just par for the course.

True understanding of this concept can bring about lots of mutually beneficial relationships. In actuality it will save several BAD relationships from progressing any further.

So words of wisdom from this perspective would be to take things slowly. Let them progress, and get to know one another for who you each are.

Getting to truly know a person and testing the waters to see if you can love the person, not just the attention they pay you, now that is a test of love.

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Dream: Golum, Greed and Acceptance

2005-09-26T06:04:00.000-07:00

So the setting was back at my child hood home. The denial was Golum, he that represents greed, one of the seven deadly sins. Greed, that which = attachment. I locked my greed, golum the visual representation of it, to the sink downstairs. He got away, he came at me with a weapon. I took it from him. I struck at him with all the intention he had to strike at me. Then I ran his body down to the curb and threw out the trash. But he could still come back to me, my greed which I thought myself done with those many years ago can always show me a reflection I do not want to see. Mother was protecting me here from myself, she dealt with responsibility that was not her's. Greed only seeks acceptance, there are fragments within greed that seek to move and be transformed/integrated into the type of being I dream myself to be. The remainder of that greed must be moved enough to follow along its own destiney path and not stay here, suffocating and denied. I'll face my greed soon enough, and with loving acceptance process what needs to be done.

Perspective: On Yoga- to Yoke

2005-09-22T05:56:00.000-07:00

Take up my YOGA, for my burden is LIGHT.

Just a little interpretation of mine from an often quoted Biblia.

What type of Yoga would Jesus do?

Observation: Ka Yoga take 2

2005-09-19T10:22:00.000-07:00

After some further investigating it would seem as though Ka Yoga, from an Egyptian stand point (ka) would really be Life Force Yoga, or perhaps Chi Yoga.

I do believe that I am taking in Ka Yoga classes on the Astral Plane, now I only need understand the rules by which I may learn and teach.

I feel as though an integration of Kundalini Yoga and Light body meditation are a good starting point and that these together will further the consciousness development of the earth.

good times
H~

Hypothesis: Kundalini Yoga to Raise Consciousness

2005-09-16T08:13:00.000-07:00

Okay,

So I would be pretty lame if I claim that the vast majority of humanity is not truly consciuos (humanities evolution) and not come up with some sort of hypothesis on how people will begin to evolve quickly.

While psychology has a nice frame work for experimentation Yoga, specifically Kundalini Yoga provides a nice platform to develop humanities consiousness of energy. Yoga overall has become very prominent in life, the practice of Kundalini Yoga prepares an individual to understand the energy that flows through them.

Kundalini Yoga is truly a fire, an ignition to the understandings that are needed by Humanity at this time of healing.

My hypothesis is

Kundalini Yoga will serve as a catalyst to increase the overal consciousness level of humanity, thus inceasing our collective vibratory rate.

So now I'll have to work on an experiment with this :-)

New Age, Prophecies

Dream and Observation: Ka Yoga

2005-09-14T06:03:00.000-07:00

Alright so pieces of my past and present lives are starting to fall in place. A dream I had some time ago I was taking instruction on Ka Yoga. Now up to recently I have had no clue as to what Ka Yoga might be, I practice Kundalini yoga which focuses on the chakras and raising the energies up the spine so that Shiva can meet with Shakti with balance in the heart center. But Ka Yoga, had never heard of it. Yet in my prior dream I recall myself in Egypt, in a Pyramid, dead, or at least thinking I am dead. So that places me in Egypt. And in some Egyptian text there are references to Ka, which I believe is a God or path of worship. Anyhoot in my yoga training they always say focus on Sat Nam, True Identity. However, I always find my mind wandering off on the mind chatter that fills my day. Only recently I have been noticing where Emotion has been stored in my body. And some postures, or asanas seem to have me focus more on specific emotions. I have been looking for a healthy emotional expression for some time in my new scientific work and I have a theory that Ka Yoga can help identify trapped emotions and release it. Ka Yoga would simply be Kundalini with the added emphasis on the emotional release, with roots back to Egypt. I'll keep researching and let ya know.

Subconcious: Your Life at This Time is All About Religion

2005-09-12T06:13:00.000-07:00

Those were the words that I carried forward from my dream world to this mornings waking hour.

- My life at this time is all about religion.-

I should preface this post with some info about how the subconcious can speak to us. What is a dream if not the subconcious going through its course of activity. When we first awake in the morning, and are in the state between sleep and wake, (thanks to Tinker Bell the Fairy for I believe in Faries)the human consciousness is capable of brining forward the lessons learned by our subconcious while we sleep. And thus the words I first heard were those above.

WOW, honestly I find much to poke fun at with this situation. For a large portion of my life, at this time, I have ran far far away from Religion. Religion simply did not make sense to me. I refused to believe, wholeheartedly that these other people could sit back and cast mandates at me and by me following them I would be saved, find God, develop understanding...

Now this knowledge that was imparted to my subconcious was stirred by an emotional response, note the importance of emotion here, to words I read in a book by the Master D.K. He spoke of a New World Religion, more specifically a Religion that would pull together 4 of the current mainstream religions of the Earth.

There remains much self integration on my part to develop the wisdom necessary to communicate this perspective appropriately. But for the time being let's make a few new age scientific hypothesis.

Again I cannot take credit for these directly, they are a result of several cross pollinations of learning.

Buddhism - Christianity: Emptiness = Not not GOD

Buddha nature is Not not the Christ within all.

Hindu - Christianity: Krisna = Previous incarnation of Christ

Now there is another tie in soon to come with another religion but at this time I am not properly educated to speak about it.

Again, my background will reveall that I have been educated in Buddhist philosophy, raised of Christian background, and a Kundalini Yoga practicioner. Yoga- Union with God, of the Hindu tradition.

So my present lifes work is to help develop something I have always ran from, but perhaps this is really the something I have always been running towards.

What is most interesting about this post is, how on Earth do I intend to prove my hypothesis...

Observation: On Seeking Wisdom

2005-09-08T08:13:00.000-07:00

So in my search for knowledge and experience, (Wisdom) I find myself digging into ancient sources of information, of knowledge. The typical teachings of modern day life, (increase revenue, decrease costs) no longer spark my interest, though I may play well in them. I find myself going back to information that has been handed down since ancient Egypt and as such I begin my journey back to rediscover knowledge which I previously treaded upon.

I've had a dream where I am burried in an Egyptian pyramid, at least one past life lived there.

And so in rediscovering that information which now seems timeless, I will be able to integrate it with several life times worth of experience. And, in doing so the wisdom I seek shall be an ongoing process of establishment.

But what point of sought wisdom is there, if I cannot share with others who shall follow after me.

And so in the future I shall serve as a repository, for those who seek answers to questions, that will lead to broader horizons, and more questions ;-)

Perspective: On Egosynthesis

2005-08-30T05:36:00.000-07:00

As a scientist of the new age I figure I am about due for another hypothesis.

Now I cannot take full credit for this hypothesis, I took the foundation of it from some Ageless Wisdom and some direct experiences.

I define Egosythesis to be: The alignment of an individual's EGO with thier soul, (or spirit.)

Sat Nam as the yogis say is your true identity (or truth is my identity) and this cannot be manifest until this alignment is complete.

So what are the ramifications of egosythesis. Well those silly little self arguments are compeletely minimized. An individual is working from a state where the EGO and the Soul are as one. The soul's light will shine through the EGO, they are as one.

Egosythesis is actually really really close to photosythesis. When one has completed the process of egosynthesis the light of the soul will nourish the individual and open up access to a wealth of sustaining energy.

Observation: My Background (PART 2)

2005-08-29T05:43:00.000-07:00

When blogging about my background in the past I forgot to mention my religious up bringing, ie my relationship with Christ.

I grew up attending Maravian Church, was baptized, attended many a Sunday school class and spent a fair amount of time learning about Christ.

Over time I found things to be too perscriptive. There were some key messages to be taken though, mainly about LOVE and being a good person.

For various reasons over my Adolescence years, I began to "Lose Faith" It's not that I didn't believe there was some higher state of being, I simply refused to approach it from the perscriptions I was being offered.

I can recall times when I would attend my friends confirmation classes. Looking back I now realize that I would get into some pretty good discussions with the Priests for a 12 year old. My position was more or less, "If I believe in what Christ had to say, and live my life as a good person that wants to help others, then why do I have to go to church" (I enjoyed my free time as a teenager)

There are many important messages spoken within the bible that I feel some of the current communication vehicles are missing the point on.

Any hoot, from that point on the rest of my background comes to bare.

I now stand with new perspective.

Chirst lies within the good will and hearts of humanity. It is our evolutionary path to become one with that aspect of ourselves. As this New Age is ushured in we will begin to find many an individual that can access that aspect, that Buddha nature.

And from this new perspective I have accepted the challenge to pave the road for His return. I have accepted this, in myself.

Observation: More of Humanity Needs "A Vision"

2005-08-25T06:07:00.000-07:00

I do believe that what Humanity could use more of is Vision.

I have a vision, several actually, and in time I will be able to quite my mind to the point where the clarity of that vision shines through.

Now the challenge is upon me to communicate this vision to others. I'll voice it strongly to belivers at first, who shall join in and share my vision. Those not ready for a vision now will simply disregard what I have to say. This is fine, for in time my vision will be presented right before them. And upon the realization that the vision truly is a beautiful thing only then will they share in that vision.

Our society is currently structure such that "A Vision" will seem impossible.

Perhaps that is a good thing...

For when the impossible becomes common place. And magic walks and lives upon the realm of men. Peace, love and evolution are in place and on track.

A Vision is a beautiful thing, I'll share mine and through sharing it shall change evolve and become ours. (humanities that is)

Observation: Light Body Phase 3, Higher Energy Centers

2005-08-19T04:47:00.000-07:00

In the third phase of Light Body Development- (Ya know I have been thinking, we can call this Chi Energy Meditation and appeal to a completely new group of people, Light Body, Chi Energy what ever just spin that which people perceive to be greater than themselves)

Any hoot we work on the following centers

Traeo
Pieah
Renawre

Again these centers are focused around the Chakra system

Traeo = 5th chakra or communication
Pieah = 6th chakra or intuition
Renawre = 7th chakra or connection to divine/higher self

Meditations through these energy centers have been fantastic. I've found that this course coupled with Kundalini Yoga and some reiki have profoundly accelerated my evolution as a human being.

The spiritual types will speak about being on "The Path" and yet they always say everyone's path is unique. This path I am on can be emmulated by all.

Time to evolve folks, accept it.
H~

Perspective: 300,000 tasks

2005-08-18T06:36:00.000-07:00

When being told one has 300,000 tasks at hand my first thought is

Bring on number 1!

Of course these tasks serve a higher purpose, its not everyday the universe asks you to do 300,000 things.

or perhaps it is

There is an infinite level of detail in any given moment.

Think for a minute...

how many tasks did you just perform????

Observation: EGO Self Talk

2005-08-12T08:45:00.000-07:00

Calling out your EGO is an excersize in sanity.

Then one asks questions, like who is calling out whom?

and Whom is responding to who?

If I call out my EGO then that's just I calling out I, right?

good questions.

A German Leperchaun advises-

Simply claim victory over ego and all the rest of life is gravy

How did that term become, "gravy" I mean I like gravy, but come on.

But his point is well taken, rewrite the rules of engagement. Claim vicotry, for when one calls out the EGO the ego knows it has power and influence over you. But when one has already won, or knows will win in the future so doesn't mater, said ego is rendered powerless.

Its all about building alignment, mind, body, spirit, soul, ego, emotion. (no wonder this is an excesize in sanity)

Observation: Time equals not $, Time = Energy

2005-08-10T10:26:00.000-07:00

I'll have to further formulate this one, or allow other minds to.

I was thinkin about Time is Money. Then what is time? Money is basically a unit of measure used to value someone's time spent doing something. (I earn $10 and hour) What that time really = is an expenditure of my energy. For me to spend 1 hr of my energy is $10. So really Time = Energy being spent. Any moment of time = an infinite amount of potential energy. (There is an infinite amount of detail in the moment)

So E = mcsquared right and E also = Time

Now I just gotta figure out the direct relation between Time and Energy and we can start talking time travel...

Dream: Asteroid Field

2005-08-08T05:35:00.000-07:00

So it seems that I love star wars so much that it has come into my dream space. Last night I recall navigating through an extremely busy asteroid field in order to get to a secret Imperial base station. My mission, to steel some piece of intelligence, good thing I am a Jedi. I locate my objective in an Imperial store, but wait, her comes Vader- the only one capable of discovering me.

I try to hide in the bathroom. (note- in future hide in places other than bathrooms)

I am discovered.

I run, as I run, I use my Jedi powers to grab that which I came for. I appear to escape, but now I need my stat ship. It is unavailable and so I must steel the enemies ship. I do have a companion along, perhaps an astro droid, I am not sure. I get into the enemy ship with my companion and the ship is actually alive. In order to navigate I look through a LARGE eye. I can't seem to really control the ship, but we move with the eye guiding the way.

and I think that is how I made my way out of the asteroid field.

Projection: Get me to Letterman

2005-08-04T05:22:00.000-07:00

Okay so this is my first projection from this blog, well first official projection. Truth of the matter is I have already foretold of several things to come like this

Now this does bring me to an interesting question.

What is the difference between a prophecy and a projection?

My first official projection here is for me to appear on Letterman someday with the purpose to educate folks about the importance of chackra work. More than likely it will be tied into bloggin as well, but there is my projection.

So based on that I am willing this to happen sometime in the future.

Precognition is the ability to know know things before they happen and is how people tell prophecies.

Projection, precognition, prophecy that's a dousy. I'll leave it for your perspective to determine your truth...

Perspective: Epistomology of Love

2005-08-03T05:32:00.000-07:00

Perhaps my definition of love and possible knowledge of it have been mistaken all this time?

Perhaps we are all mistaken.

What is the current epistomology of love?

It would seem to be a question of knowledge vs belief.

For something to count as knowledge it must be true, or perhaps only percieved to be true to the knowing. As we evolve on this spiritual journey, we find that old belief patters change. Things we used to "Know" to be true no longer hold up. This is what I have been tryin to communicate in my previous posts on love.

The difficulty is that I am not entirely sure it can be done with words.

Only through direct experience can emptiness be realized
--Ancient Buddhist proverb

Only through direct experience can a new knowledge of love be realized
- heir to Atlantis

I don't recall a direct experience of it yet in this life time, but I'll keep ya posted.

H~

Dream: Trinity Enlightenment

2005-08-02T05:24:00.000-07:00

This one is a random one.

First part I am in an Ice cavern or something of that nature, I don't recall all of the happenings. All I can remember is that I am still pulling out the darts, which have now solidified into bullets, from my feet. I am starting to feel lighter now that they are no longer within me.

Next thing I remember is I am leaving some people behind from my old place of business. I wanted to help them, but they could not appreciate what I had to offer. So I went and built a roof, (yeah I don't get it either.) The roof was made of popsicle sticks, but each stick represented goodness and wellbeing. I then offered it to those who could not appreciate me and they refused it.

Then a vampire laughed at me and said, "See, you've built them God's house and they deny you." He proclaimed that he would be back, but I never formally "invited" him. He made it seem like it was implied that he could come in. I was trying to rid myself of him.

What's good to note is that this time, he did not bite me. I wasn't allowing it.

Just because people cannot appreciate what you build for them, or offer them, does not mean that it is a waste of time.

peace
H~

Perspective: Love, Love's LOVE

2005-07-27T06:19:00.000-07:00

Love, Love's LOVE.

With my desire for love I have come across an impass. In my past post I try to move beyond the impass by removing agent and action.

Love, Love's LOVE means

Agent A has LOVE for Agent B

Agent B has LOVE for Agent A

LOVE between A & B has love for both A & B

To Love, Love's LOVE is for both Agent A & B love the LOVE that is shared and given between.

Loving, Love's LOVE is a concept to work beyond duality.

Now I just need to further meditate on this and take it to Heart

Observation: On Desire

2005-07-26T05:44:00.000-07:00

Ahhh desire,

Desire is an interesting topic for discussion. Desire is one thing that drives humans to act. Desire is also that which causes attachment, hat tip to Buddha and Nagarjuna.

I've found myself at an impass with regards to Love and Desire. I've blogged about my predicament before on Love, yet I seem to keep comin back to this impass.

I desire Love.

I desire others to have Love.

In fact one may say that my existence is for the purpose of spreading love.

So currently I am in love with another. Yet I am havin the darndest time communicating this feeling and I sense that it has to do with attachment to the feeling of Love itself.

So I say to myself, okay Mr. Bright guy, how you gonna work yourself around this one?

Problem with the desire to love is that the attachment is to the desire, not the Love.

So how do I get around this one. When agent and action have become one, one can move beyond duality and thus attachment. So mySelf being the agent and Love being the action, is a means for me to stop the desire/attachment. Simply put I must become LOVE, then and only then LOVE will I be.

Observation: Contstant Trials

2005-07-16T11:40:00.000-07:00

In my growth and desire to seek, happiness, love and healing I find that I am constantly tested in my resolve.

I have taken note of two locations within me that do not want to move with me. They my gaps, I call them gappy and gappy junior. More or less they are a couple of blockages on either side of my heart center.

Come to think of it, I have mirror blockages in my neck between my 6th and 5th Chakras.

So back to my tested resolve. It seems as though my sexuality is being tested as in my desire to be with many women. It's a animal instinct, it comes from our survival instinct and my creativity center. However, I my heart is focused on one soul and she is the only one I wish to make love to. This seems to be conflicting with how I have viewed my Self in the past. I have good control over this in physical format, however in my dreams while I travel the astral plane I find myself seduced by other women. In this state I am less conscious of my actions and I find myself engaging with these women.

I get the feeling that the parts of me that do not want to move are happy to engage while I am sleeping.

I need to bring in a new vibration to get them to move. I feel constantly tested. I seek my love, but I feel my whole being should be aligned.

I'll keep ya posted