Thursday, December 29, 2005

Observation: First Chakra Vibration

An interesting thing occured the other day.

I believe it took place after a day of Kundalini Yoga, Light Body Meditation and some reading of spiritual scriptures.

okay so they are books not scriptures, but scriptures makes it sound cooler.

My Rook Chakra, my survival chakra sent forth a vibration that I was sensitive to.

I felt it pulse outwards in all directions, and what's intersting on top of that was that it was searching for a response.

What ever should respond, but my heart center or Fourth Chakra.

It was as if my 1st Chakra sent out a vibration for a response from my Heart Center, perhaps it was looking for a response from additional centers as well? Perhaps my Heart, being the balancing point needs relay vibration throughout the higher centers. Perhaps my higher centers are not yet completely accepting of my 1st Acceptance Chakra.

I haven't the direct knowledge of this activity at this time, but perhaps I should not look for results in what I observe...

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Tuesday, December 20, 2005

Observation: Opportunity for Improvement

One will often find that they trait they least like to see expressed in others is truly their surpressed weakness in themselves.

A trait I have recently not liked at all in another individual has been greed. They are motivated by Greed and it disgusts me. Then I ask myself, why does this action disgust me so.

and I ponder that perhaps it is the reflection of mySELF in that act that I do not like to view.

and I ask Greed, have I truly moved past you?

to raise the question is a good step...

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Saturday, December 17, 2005

Observation: Phase 4 Light Body, Awakening Your Light Body

It has been a while since I posted on the Light Body. What's exciting is that I have completed the course! It has been an unbelievable uplifting in my vibratory energy rate. I can remember when session and during the meditation we finally made contact with our souls, I shed a tear for it was the first time in this lifetime I consciously made contact with my soul. It was wll needed. Anyhoot back to a description of Phase 4.

In the 4th phase we focus on 2 centers, the Fullonia and the Saha.

Fullonia- centered within the heart, it is from the Fullonia that we can operate in the "Observer Space" Rather interestingly that is what this blog is about, lots of observations. One is to follow to the smallest center of light within the heart center and there in lies the Fullonia. I do not recall at which point of my studies I came across the following concept, but I shall relay it anyway because it is currently my perception. I recall learning that there is a tiny Buddha within all of us, call it Buddha Nature. I believe I recall that within the heart there lies a tiny buddha for us all. A very cute thought if you think about it. Anyway this could simply be my own interpretation of a great many things. It is said that the Lord Buddha is watching over earth and that he is connected to all beings. I believe it is through the Fullonia center (within the heart center) that we are connected. Again, just a bunch of different lines of thought that I have strung together for a temporary truth for mySELF. Fullonia center connection with what Buddha represents.

Next center is the SaHa, in some Eastern practices the Ha represents the Har center. In Kundalini Yoga the Har is for prosperity and is a closely related to Hari (or Hari Krisna) The ha sits above the navel, the sa eqaul distant below the navel. In honestly I don't recall specifically how the SaHa functions. I believe that it is a final grounding of creativity and power (2nd and 3rd chakras) prior to going onto the dimension of the soul.

It seems as though the fullonia and the SaHa are centres within centers. When dealing with multiple dimensions this begins to come into alignment :-)

peace be a thing of beauty
H~

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Thursday, December 15, 2005

Dream: Meeting with The Master

I recall being located in a rather desolate locations. It seems as though the place has been ransacked by a disaster of sometime, life appears to be rather non existent. Then I look up to the sky, and I see coming from the clouds The Master. Now this is no ordinary Master, but when one thinks of The Master, it is That Master. I see him float down from the sky and land upon a rocky ledge.

Wow, I am to meet The Master. I sense that others see his decent, yet I cannot see where they may be located. I decide I should fly over to The Master. On the way, I veer ever so slightly, I am humbled by his presence and somewhat scared actually. It's not every day one meets The Master.

I gather myself and go over to him.

He tells me things about ancient experiences, yet at this time I am unable to take this information from sub- to conscious mind.

He gathers me up and I take flight with him, I do not recall where we head.

Then I am walking on a path behind him. We pass goblets, or bottle of wine I believe. I stop to have a sip. I then remember no more. While in the presence of The Master and upon the path be mindful of where you are, but follow The Master as he leads...

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Thursday, December 08, 2005

Observation: Butterflies in the Stomach

So it seems that the more I learn and awaken to the reality of things and of how energy flows, the more observations are made of things many experience.

The other day I was thinking about the potential of what I was to work on and achieve, then suddenly I got butterflies in my stomach. I used to regularly get some butterflies when giving presentations in school, I actually welcomed them because it meant that I would do well when actually delivering the presentation.

Now I realize that butterflies are nothing more than 3rd chakra energy moving up into the heart center to be integrated. So the chakra of personal power becomes integrated in the heart center. It can be said that Centered in Love is the way bhakti. Power energy becomes love energy and transmits.

What beautiful butterflies can you bring up :)


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Wednesday, November 23, 2005

Observation: Efficient Distribution of Energy

As my evolution begins to accelerate in this lifetime I have become a rather capable centre of energy. Sure my journey has just begun, but the raising of kundalini energy integrated with Soul energy from my Light Body meditations are allowing me to increase my energetic flow, or that which flows through me.

Now this is very exciting, yet I need to look dispassionately upon it.

One thing I have noticed is that I am becoming more effiecient in my use of energy. I am able with little effort to direct force in the directions necessary for the proper results to take place. This has caused an interesting situation in the work place. I can very easily over run the system I have been placed within. Now this is somewhat frustrating, but I need to integrate that all are not as efficient with their energy as I am learning to be. In order to properly direct my energy I believe I will have to focus it into many locations, for the time being.

The true test remains, to align my energy and direct it in a manner that it is not wasted nor over runs the systems that I direct it through.

Ahh energy distribution, more and more spirituality and science shall merge.

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Tuesday, November 22, 2005

Dream: What am I running from?

What is it that I run from, the shadow, the dark?

(So this dream was seeded by a Spider Man outfit I saw the other day)

I am Spider Man of sorts, I find myself late for class. It seems that the class has just completed a test. The teacher looks at me dissapointedly, I know not why I missed the class. Then the dark, if you are familiar with Venom it is something like that. It seeks me out in my class room. I burst out of class through the window, it is after me.

What is it that I run from?

Here is the thing, we are psychically connected. Through my Third Eye I am able to communicate through The Dark's Third Eye. I ask it to leave.

What is it that I run from.

It is said that when the path presents itself to you in all of its brilliance, the dark surrounding becomes ever so clear. Perhaps it is that dark, perhaps it is the dark of past lives seeking acceptance.

What is it that I run from?

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Monday, November 14, 2005

Perspective: The Path and my EGO are one

Note ego is capitalized to represent a soul enfused self rather than one of personality.

So I decided to Ponder on This dream of late and search it through for deeper meaning.

The symbolism cast before me and interpreted through the lense of Ageless Wisdom is quit interesting, yet very in line with what I have been sensing lately. I posted recently from my subconscious, actually most dream posts come from there, but this was a waking subconscious communication.

The symbolism of my dream through said lense reinforces my purpose in this lifetime.

WOW what a trip I have before me.

In the words of the Great Morpheus- "There's a difference between knowing the path and walking the path" though I always thought he said there is a difference between knowing the path and being the path.

and so the path and EGO are one

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Thursday, November 10, 2005

Dream: Astral Projection of the Third Eye

So here is a dream I had of late.

I need to set this one up though, because as I was dreaming it I was very aware of my physical body being asleep. It probably helped that in my dream I was laying down as well. Though I am not sure where, (aside from on the astral plane.)

Here's is another intersting item I just recalled. I am looking down upon myself, down and from the side kind of. Now in these sorts of dreams folks tend to think of it as looking down upon my physical body, but I have a strong sense that I was looking down upon my Astral (emotional) body or mental body.

There is a swriling circular vortex that is my Third Eye, or ajna center.

Then from above a cone, or triangle is slowly getting lowered into my Third Eye. It is a gradual and pleasant process.

What wisdom of old that is passed down within this Triangle shall be interesting to discover!

interpretations always welcome :-)

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Friday, November 04, 2005

Dream: The Seige and Escape

I remember laying seige to the castle walls. Only it occured twice. The first time, I do believe it was successful. Then as if, a potentiality that lies aside the first instance, it was failure.

In the second time, I remember fighting with my sword, stricking enemy after enemy. And then I strick my own brother. It is no death blow, but a strick in the shoulder that leaves him incapable of fighting as well as he can. We become overwhelmed as he was our best figther. There are only 3 of us that survive, I am to meet up with them at a predetermined location, but I am delayed. We miss our meeting and as such can not continue with the battle.

Now we must flee, we take to an old water way passage that leads outside of the castle. We seek refuge in the towns below.

The dream clouds over...

Now I did happen to watch Lord of the Rings last night, but I still feel as though there is meaning within this astral expression of sub-conscious.

interpretations always welcome of a dream


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Tuesday, November 01, 2005

Perspective: Attachment to Love

A common topic of this blog is love and its various forms and definitions of love. A common difficulty I have with the concept of love is that I can become attached to love, or to the objects of my love.

Is love impermanent???

I would propose that love pervades all. So then perhaps it lies in the object of my love, the difficulty that is. But for soo long the objects of love is how we come to learn and understand love. Perhaps that is the purpose of manifestation...

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Friday, October 28, 2005

Observation: Found Kindred Spirits

It would seem as though I have located some kindred spirits, or they have found me. I look forward to getting to know them, though the potential irony is present- I look forward to getting to knowing them again. I guess I look forward to remembering them ;-)

my new friend Stacey has many interesting perspectives to share. It would appear as though she is seeking enlightenment. I hope I can add some good observations.

I have often thought about "seeking enlightenment" yet I seem to always run into trouble. When one seeks enlightenment one becomes "attached" to the idea of enlightenment. Thus in the process delaying that which is sought. Now this is not saying it is wrong to seek enlightenment, enlightenment is a never ending gradual process, what's important to remember along the way is not to become attached to the results of your progress.


good times
H~

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Wednesday, October 19, 2005

Observation: Science and Spirituality begin to merge

Ahh the time has been long waited for humanity. We are FINALLY walking into a time when Science and Spirituality are colliding in a big way. A recent controversy over the Dali Lama's scientific research into the mind is pushing the buttons of "Traditional Scientists"
- "As the public face of neuroscience, we have a responsibility to at least see that research is replicated before it is promoted and highlighted," said Dr. Nancy Hayes, a neurobiologist at the Robert Wood Johnson Medical School in New Jersey who objects to the Dalai Lama's speaking. "If we don't do that, we may as well be the Flat Earth Society."

Then perhaps it is time to see the research replicated. I have some projecting to do on this, it would be a great ride to manifest some replicated meditation studies.

An intersting note to add to my knowledge is the production of gamma rays in meditation.

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Wednesday, October 12, 2005

Perspective: Free Will, Fate or Destiny, & Divine Will

It is unlikely that I shall come to any conclusion or internal consensus on this topic, but it is one of much interest! Two definitions are necessary to get this party started in the right direction.

Free Will- ... our choices are ultimately up to ourselves

Destiny or Fate-... all things are set

Okay, so as a human being I like to think that I have some choices over the outcomes of my life. So I am a Free Will proponent. However, there is a concept of Divine Free Will. Now Divine Free Will = the aggregate Free Will of all individuals. That is to say all possible choices being made are at the guidance of Divine Free Will. Now that sounds like a rather lovely idea, everyone has free will, everyone is happy.

What is the difference between Divine Free Will and Desitny?

For me it is rather challenging to see one. I heard an interesting perspective last night. If destiney is involved large and obvious events in your life will be presented to you which really makes the choice a no brainer. I am partially on board here. However, I am thinkin that Divine Free Will and Destiny are ONE, if that is the case the Free Will and Destiny would be the same as well.

then there is the concept of parrallel universes, which would represent the aggregate of infinite possibilites based on choice, imagine the potentialities...

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Observation: On Co-Creation

So my endeavors into co-creation have begun. In all honesty they started a long time ago, but now I am more consciously aware of them. At 11:11 last night a made a wish, but it was in all honesty a co-wish. Laying beside the girl I am falling for we both made a wish at the same time. And in all likely hood the wish was to be together. This was the first time in this life time I witnessed 2 peoples thoughts turn into a bright spark of light together and get sent off into the universe.

Co-creation is a very beautiful and magical thing.

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Friday, October 07, 2005

Perspective: Heart Update

So a common topic of discussion on this blog is that of Love. For love is existence and love rides on the wings of happiness. Love is the thing that dreams are made of- that's my philosophy any way.

So in blogs of past, okay I know they are posts, but blogs sounds more fun ;-) I have stated that I am in love. Now then, the majority of us have been in love at one time or another and the majority of us have also fallen out of love.

In loving an individual I found that I had opened a certain amount of space within my Heart that was dedicated to them. Now, my love was not returned properly, so this space was not nurished, but was still present. Right now I am in the process of falling for another. So what do I find? How is it possible for me to fall out of love so quickly for another person. I find my heart is in the process of moving the first individual out of that space (for my love was not returned properly) and opening up space for another. It is kind of a strange process, for every now and then the old person pops into my mind, but more often than not it is the new love.

How is it that we can fall in and out of love so easily? I think this dates back to the glamor of love. Love of attention, or of the concept of being in love is easy. True love of an individual and their soul that takes time.

love ya
H~


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Wednesday, October 05, 2005

Observation: On Forever

In contemplating the vast ramifications of forever one realizes that true understanding of this concept will take forever.

Then one wonders what occurs when 5th dimensional travel is thrown into the mix...



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Wednesday, September 28, 2005

Observation: Enamored with the Glamor of Attention

I had a very lovely conversation last night with a close friend of mine. It had mainly to do with Love and relationships. You'll note from a previous post I have been searching for a means to approach love differently.

Her premise, which I am a believer in, is that people really fall in love with the attention that others are paying to them. Now being a male I interpret that to be more that they are in love with the idea of being in love, but the attention is the expression of that idea. Her theory is that people jump into things too fast, I can relate as many a time in the past I have attempted to move too swiftly with the ladies as opposed to letting things run their course. Now this concept has HUGE ramifications for appropriate approaches to relationships. Its kind of almost like they go back in time to when people took things slowly. This represents a huge challenge given the sexual undertones of todays society. (Don't get me wrong I enjoy sexual undertones) For one thing the concept of just fooling around gets pushed way back on the timing progression and sex in and of itself once again becomes a big deal, not just par for the course.

True understanding of this concept can bring about lots of mutually beneficial relationships. In actuality it will save several BAD relationships from progressing any further.

So words of wisdom from this perspective would be to take things slowly. Let them progress, and get to know one another for who you each are.

Getting to truly know a person and testing the waters to see if you can love the person, not just the attention they pay you, now that is a test of love.



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Monday, September 26, 2005

Dream: Golum, Greed and Acceptance

So the setting was back at my child hood home. The denial was Golum, he that represents greed, one of the seven deadly sins. Greed, that which = attachment. I locked my greed, golum the visual representation of it, to the sink downstairs. He got away, he came at me with a weapon. I took it from him. I struck at him with all the intention he had to strike at me. Then I ran his body down to the curb and threw out the trash. But he could still come back to me, my greed which I thought myself done with those many years ago can always show me a reflection I do not want to see. Mother was protecting me here from myself, she dealt with responsibility that was not her's. Greed only seeks acceptance, there are fragments within greed that seek to move and be transformed/integrated into the type of being I dream myself to be. The remainder of that greed must be moved enough to follow along its own destiney path and not stay here, suffocating and denied. I'll face my greed soon enough, and with loving acceptance process what needs to be done.

Thursday, September 22, 2005

Perspective: On Yoga- to Yoke

Take up my YOGA, for my burden is LIGHT.

Just a little interpretation of mine from an often quoted Biblia.

What type of Yoga would Jesus do?